Mid of Nov already..
end of year soon~. well well well..
x'mas is coming~. off day~. heehee.
oh wait.. hari raya haji coming too ? YEAH~. hehe. =)
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Hmm. i think i'm feeling moody recently.
i know to my dear. i' m alw moody. HAHA.
he tinks tat i'm petty..
tat's becuZ he alw makes mi angry. tat's irritating ~ ! lol.
I tink i'm tired.. i'm too moody.
i cried like a little gal..
juz like one who had her sweets dropped on e ground..
with e "hipcupping".. i sound so serious and so sad. haha.
i dirtied dear's shirt wit all my tears.. while hugging him.
and he was there .. *forcing mi to speak up. to tell him wat happen while hugging mi tight.
hmm.. Good Q.. i also duno why..
-i''m tired. i''m too angry.
Angry with ? me?
-I have no idea?!
Tired? with ur life?
-No. i'm juz tired. i need slp......
i tink i accumulated too much of my sadness and angry-ness.
*from work.. i guess.
i felt better after turning on e tap..
thanks to my hormonal changes every mth which contribute to my "stress".
oh btw. i duno wat am i stressing abt..
"oh shit.. no time to have my lunch..."
"oh shit.. tis stupid bloody pt showing me his/her black face"
"oh shit.. tis pt throwing his/her temper on mi.."
BLOODY HELL LA..
i juz kept quiet la. thk to my gd mood tat few days.. if not i sure shoot til they die.
DIED-ED-ED.
fucking shit.. shit.
thanks to my manager and colleagues who cheer mi up by telling mi sum stupid jokes.
HAHA. tat's e way man. sum pts are realli a joke !! realli.
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seriously. when i'm angry. i'll keep quiet.
I dun tok to pple. unless my angry-ness is gone..
though it takes time. haha. mayb abt 15min.
depend on e issues. haha.
better dun be my enemies. = transparent infront of me.
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Oh. dear bought mi 4 differ colours hair bands which i started to wear it .. tis few days.
i felt so much better having my hair hide behind my ears. muahahah.
my views are so clear now. LOL.
and he commented tat i look innocent and sweet. thanks huh.
which means w/o hair band like ghost la?! HAHA. wth.
he added tat i look differ wit hair bands..shld wear them often. hmm.
thanks huh dear.. INNOCENT.
as if i'm not. zZ. HAHA.
1st .. he said i look like a innocent gal.....
2nd (after 1hr) .. he said i look like a sweet yang mother..
den a teacher.......
den.....
3rdly (after a few hrs).. he singed... mary had a little lamb little lamb little lamb....
he said i look like MARY..
wah lao ~ !!
which is true?! zZ.
so i concluded tat he likes mi with hair band. lol.
mayb he's tired wit my old look. HAHA. me too.
i tin tis is true. =x
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Upload pictures.... soon. SOON.
i'm lazy. haha.
i'm weak. immunity low since i started to work full time.
tat's why sleep is so impt to mi..... YES.. to mi !
my dark rings will haunt mi forever.
i dreamt every night. who can help mi?
haiz. so sad. i'm wasting my time.
my soul is wandering abt... HELP!
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