this week i'm packed... tml n sun will be working.. hmmz... tat same old sianz job.. LOL.. no choice... nv go find new de.. so ... haa... u pple noe lah~.... fri.. i tin going visiting... den sat go out... nx week... haiz.. work n work.... actually i dun wan to work so many daes de.. but den not enough staff.. haiz.. sianz lorz... -___-
i will be mad if i work from sun-fri... zZZ....

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i dun like pple alw ask bout mi & him.. once is okie.. everytime chat everytime ask.. irritating lehz... zZZ.... haIyoYo.......... zsd....... though it mayb a concern.. but den............. ya........

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watch norBit 2dae.... LOL... hai OKie lah e show... not reali tat funny til like wat lorz... but den gt one part... haa... eyes watery... quite touching... okie... LOL !! mayb wondering what scene... haa...!! hmmz... gt few more movies... like quite nice... one of it not out yet... haa.....!! i wan to watch ~! hee.........

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okie.. yes.. sumtin is in my mind at tat moment.. but i juz wan to noe.... i wonder y it is like tis.... sumtimes.... wat is said at e 1st.. is wat u realli wanna sae... in e end said no.. tat is not wat u mean.. is like.. sudden change of mind... which is true den? e 1st or e 2nd...?? when i dun understand... i will ask til i get e meaning.... haa.... i will dig for e ans...!
oh.. okie... dun tad it to heart... okie den... haa.. face e facts...

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*** i failed. ***

*** boring job i had.. ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

i'm someone who is bad.

bad character.

bad temper.

rough.

dependant.

unfriendly.

lazy.

crazy.

Silent.

keep e secrets for mi.

shhh...............

ya, tat's mi...... e real mi..

i cant change.

yeah...

ps: * lent a shoulder, can ? juz 5 min. =) *

* quite quiet.. buz..... tat's y... it's like.. so different... oh.. i tin is mi again.... sumtin wrong wit mi... *

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

After exams ! taken yester.......... hee.... XD
stil gt 2 more at frenz there.. so i oli scan 4 which i hav... 2 blur de is small de... bo bian.. haa...



she is alw e one who act tis... LOL ! BEhind sae: wah laoz eh... y lidat...
LOL....!!!



Yeah ~ !



i'm not er mo.. soB.....
She decor tis.... & put herself MEI ! LOL...



nice one~..

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Yester watch le movie at cine.. Follow my law... hmmz... i mark it 6/10... not realli tat funny as i tot it will be... juz tat FAnn Wong... ... LOL... her actions r veri MAN ! haa... den sum r too lame liaoz... Lame til e whole theatre is silent... i dun like to watch wit those CHEEKY SECONDARY STUDENTS...... KAoz..... not funny den duno laugh til so loud for wat.... TSK !! so fake e laughter.... some more gt 2 more sec sch gal... like duno wat pig lorz.... one of them purposely laugh veri loud... wah liaoz... pls lah... dun b so er can.... no one will wan ur attention lah ! before e show start.. i heard one of e siaoz one sae : eh.. wat number ar...?
sae so loud.. other pple sae: shhhhhh....
den she sae : F*** lah... shhh wat shh... go toilet lah....

aIYoz.... i tin those gals realli like .......
tsK !
i tin oli sec 2 or 3.... er !
Zhen shou bu liaoz............ =x

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2dae whole dae stay at home.. tired... so dun feel like going out.... den online waTch 花樣少年少女... hee.................. =)
nice nice... though it load veri long... watch til veri xin ku ar ! wo de tian ar........ LOL......

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haiYA... my attachment ar... last dae alw noon shift....
den alw work til 9pm.... y i so suay...! LOL ! TSk ! =x

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*** is MORE than FREN....! if not i wun b tat ridiculous . . . ..... =x ***

*** few more MOvies to watch ! ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Though exams r over... but i'm not satisfy.. my last 2 papers.. haiz... duno how liaoz..... it's so so so jialat... =(

slp less den 7hrs tis 2 days.... i'm super tired... i'm realli tired.... i'm tired .....

my brain is dead ..

so do my heart ...

enjoy...?

ya, enjoy ....

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i'm not impatient...

i dislike waiting.... actually....?!

uh.............

heart not functioning well........

any remedy or sumtin tat can help...?

i dun like....

i dun like......................

tsk . . . .

almost 2 weeks.

yes.

shhh.................

ya.

tok to mi...

i wan jokes~....

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pple... ask mi out..

yes..

ask mi out..

keep mi buz... =)

3 weeks later will be my attachment agian.............

can i enjoy..............

enjoy . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

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*** miserable . . . not becuz of ... is cuz of . . . ***

*** u noe...?? u duno... so..... shhh.............. ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

1st dae of e CNY.. prepare go grandma hse... after tat went other 2 places.. den b4 6pm.. i on e way home le... quite boring.. haa... end my dae so fast.. so stay at home slack.. fren wanted to come my hse.. i sae tired.. other dae.. LOL... after exams ba... =)


red red RED ! =x



Me & mummy... almost e same top.. LOL.. lidat pple noe i'm her daughter...! xD


aIYA.. i was mistaken as sum1's gf.. i tin is my bro's gf.. LOL ! oMGzzzzzz...... HOW CAN ?! haa... was there asking : " tis gal in red is who's gf ? "
haa !! worst is sum1 stil mistaken i'm whose maid.. OMG ZZZZZZ......... shou hen da de da ji lehz... more jialat !! LOL...
aiYA.. long time din c... den all anyhow "ren" pple liaoz... LOL....!!
sum stil sae mi & my mum look alike.. i dun tin so.. we dun look alike.. haa..
heng stil gt others sae we dun... lolx.... XD
& stil gt lah... sum common comments from e elderly.. wat, can married away liaoz... HEY ~.. i'm oli 17 ! LOL !

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2dae went my ah ma hse.. my dad's side de.. go for bout less den 1hr.. now i'm back home le... boring.. 2dae stay at home lorz.. tot of going out wit fren... but den.. haiz.. quite sianz oso... den.. aiyA.. stay at home.. try study... feel like watching movie... anyone..?? tin i gt 3 movies want to watch lehz..! nvm.. after exams.. go watch... wahaha~... den can enjoy.. den work work oso..


LOL !!! noe wat's tis...?? haa...

i couldnt stop laughing... tat's my bro's wax.. he was making his hair prepared to go out... den he put it on top of e washing machine.. den e machine was too hiong liaoz... shaking there when spinning... LOl.. den e whole container of e wax drop on e floor.. i look at it.. my bro look at it.. & laugh... wasted...! den he go throw away e whole lot... den oli left 1/4 of e wax in it i tin.. haa !!!
TOopid !! XD
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** last 2 papers... JY ~! power to study !! **

** It alw crashs... i hate it.. =( **

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

heY pple~... back to blog agian... LOL...

tiring daes i got... haa... veri long n longwinded post tis time... hee.. XD

okie...

14th feb... at home study.. no go out... haa... wanted to catch sum slp at aro 3pm... but was waken by sum1... e post man !! LOL.. ooPS.. no lah... is my dearest... haa.. delivery from him.. YEs.. i was so surprised he came all e way here from his sch... bluff mi gt lesson til 4pm.. zSd... LOL.. i gt a msg from him.. but wat he get from mi was ( while i was trying to slp ) : " u keep sms-ing mi i cant slp... "
LOL !!! oopS... sorry dear... haa.. i duno wat's going on mah rite~... XD



e cookies~~... sweet sweet...



oh~.. my purple rose ! wahahha~... & e notes he make for mi... nice nice !!! hee...



okie... tis weird doll + a card is wat i get for him.. realli weird.. LOL.. i do it last min.. cuz erm.. exam mah... no time to sew... haa... !! A simple one .. look behind e doll ar.. like erm... cannot make it one... OOps... LOL!! but den my art n craft stuff veri lousy de lah.. so bo bian lo..

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On e 15th feb... our 2nd paper had finished ! haa.. "like e rocks had put dw..." wahahah~... on e way to china town....

i caught them when we r heading to mrt... heh heh ! holding e last small fingers ! LOL....

our reunion LUNCH~... haa... e 5 of us.. a new member.. Shu feng is wit us... haa..

c our tiring plus not enough slp face... haiYOZ.. panda !

Already tired.. stil go chinatown there walk under e BIG HOT sun.. ! we were like.. : "eh... there gt shelter.. go borrow e space fr awhile lehz... " LOL.. & i'm in black shirt.. double shirt still !! cuz i dun wan brim jacket.. den afraid tat exam hall is cold mah... zsd.. LOL... nvm... long time din sweat liaoz.. haa... but den it rain heavily after tat... we r wet... oli gt 2 small umbrella... we gt 5 pple~ ! haa.. jialat.. fetch one by one lidat.. den legs n jeans all wet like bathing over there... LOL... after tat went vivo.. left oli 3 of us.. e other 2 went home... cuz too tired cannot tad it liaoz... LOL.. so we proceed to e nx stage... went vivo walk walk .. buy my stuff... clothes at I.P zone.. den went eat dinner at e duno where lah.. haa... not bad... e dae is which we celebrate Valentine's day & CNY eve reunion dinner!~ hee.... =)

den we chat chat.. saying sum topics... haa.. i tok n tok.. so chatty.. hee... oopS...

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Yester.. e 16th feb.. went out wit my boy to bugis... i got a top for my mum cuz she wan mi to.. LOL... & gt a pair of shoes !! FINALLY... thk god.. if not realli ... haa... went tad photos..

ice cream wit J - SH toppings.. wahaha~... sweet one !

okie.. tis one obviously to c wat animals we r rite~~~... wahahaa~... XD
ooPS...

tis one.. LOL.. i duno where i shld look... mirror going to break if i look at him.. LOL !
no.. shld sae.. he is so vain.. look at mirror... wit so mani cosmetic stuff.. hee...

we r secretly in sum 1 's pocket... wheeeeeeeee!! having fun... haa !

i duno wat''s he doing.. entertaining himself oli.. LOL....!!

i dun like tis qing la jiao..?! LOL...

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okie.. having fun for 2 daes liaoz.. time to study again... exan on thur & fri !! i haven even touch one pg.... jialat..... wish mi gd luck.. yeah !! HAA........

hope i can pass aLL exam with gd grades ar... ... *pray pray* LOL...

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HAVEN MAKE UP MIND WAT TO WEAR FOR CNY ! zZZ.. quite sianz.. actually.. lol..

*** more den words... ***

*** HAPPY CNY EVERYONE !! ***

*** ANG PAO ANG PAO... LOL ! ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

HAppy VAlentine day to everyone !!

a day for me to study.. haa... 3 more paper to go ! yeah ! JY~!

2dae's paper.. okie lah.. can pass.. juz duno wat kind of grade i'll get... well... it's over... work hard for tml's paper... POWER~!

Got a hug & a card for 2dae... wahahaha~.... thk !

pple~.. jy~!

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*** sumtin sweet uh ? ***

*** hopefully... ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Phew ! finish my attachment~!! yeah !! but den.. nx wed exam !! OMG OMG OMG !! study study study.... POWER~!

yes.. my attachment... finally over.... comment bout mi from CI..


Midway of clinical posting
: A rather quiet girl. Knows her work well. Shows interest in nursing. Able to communicate with patients well.

At the end of clinical posting
: Able to perform her skills well. A gentle nurse.

OMg.. i cant believe my CI wrote tat... i dun tin is realli tat true... whahaha~... CI duno mi tat well lah~ haa.... shhhhhh.............

i told my mum about wat CI sae bout mi... and she sae : HUH..?? QUIET & GENTLE...?? HAVEN realli noe mi lehz ! All r fake de... LOL !

kaoZ... my mum sae mi till lidat... haa... zsd... tsk !! how can...?! although is true lah... LOL..

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I was not as happy as yester while working... due to an incident... haiz.. duno how lah.. like a bit guilty... haiz... zzZ.. shitty................ =x

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i got to study tml... i hope can get into my head... ah bo jialat liaoz.... zzZ... how can i study for 2 modules within 3daes..?! impossible de lorz.. argh............. wrong timing !! Exams time alw crash de... i hate tat... last yr oso lidat... zZZ... so suay mehz...??!

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My hands are veri dry....... i tin marbles oso cant roll on it liaoz... get stuck on my hands liaoz... haiz... zZZ....

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************* saD dae i got .... ****************

************* Power needed ! ****************

************* jY ba ~ **************

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

TSk !

2dae late for work !

woke up at 7am !

pple start work at 7am !

OMG !

zZZ...

guess too tired le ba...

tad cab dw to SGH...

JAMMED !

kaoZ...

KAYA LAH !

ZSD......

so 2dae work til 4pm !

zZZ...

den went outram there walk for 20min i tin.. alone....

den go home...

slp in mrt.....

reach home online....

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2dae late... i dun even noe i off e alarm lorz... haiYOz... tin i have too much dreams liaoz.. so i cant wake up... is my grandpa called my bro to prepare go sch den i oso wake de.. if not i slp til 9am liaoz ! TSK !!

DUN LATE LIAOZ !!

2dae will slp early... !

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weeKend realli have to stay at home le...

i cant go meet my LUO ZHI XIANG liaoz...

LOL !

on SAT !

at BISHAN...

haiz....

sianz...

zZZ....

LOL !

so long din c him liaoz...

haa...!

OOPS...... XD

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*** POWEr is off.... i need to ON it.... ! ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

** YAWN **

tiring dae... time fly fast 2dae... mayb cuz of morning shift... LOL...

stand till my nerves all come out liaoz... zZZ... was trying to "eat snakes"..

went staff room rest for 1hr.. watch tv.. haa... ooPS..... shhhhh......... XD

** YAWN **

slping in mrt agian... tsk x3 !

** YAWN **

wear smlies everydae... once u smile.. a smile is returned.. lalala~.... happy happy... =)

once u help.. a "thank you" is said... lalala~... haa....

wait til i become a xxxxx ...

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** 2dae is mon !! **

** not yet study ar... zZZ... **

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

2dae.. sunday... fast rite... sianz oso... going exam lah ! zZZZ... haiz... dun feel like studying ar... help~... where's my feeling.. my power.. my mood gone to... LOL...!

yester went marina sq wit duck ling... LOL... bought a jeans ar... cant find a top... nvm.. c when den hunt again.. oso quite lazy to hunt for one... ask it to come hunt for mi LAH... haa...! zSd...

laughing dae yester... LOL ! zhen shou bu liaoz... tsk tsk tsk... zsd.... !!

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boring dae 2dae... stay at home study.. eat books~~.... tml morning shift... wake at 4.45am... zZZ.... yawning dae agian... & agian.... zZZ.....

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*** I WAN TO STUDY ! I MUZ !! ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

BC here & there... LOL...


taKen secretly... ooPS... haa..


seriously.. do i look like one...? i mean a nurse~.. LOL ! ( *haIr neat neat* )



HOme sweet home... OMG.. like a siaoz char bo.. LOL !

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Tiring daes... yawning here * there... tis 2 daes morning shift.. oh my.. realli tired.. i slept in MRT while on e way home.. head tilt dw.. suddenly when wake up.. how come here so low.. LOL....! no image.. nod here & there... haA!.. OOPS..... tsk.....! stil go knock e glass beside mi... OMG... LOL...! HOw " no image" i am... wit my uniform on.. haa... zsd... tSk x3....

i am so happy when fri comes.... haA...! can rest..

jUZ now realli tired til duno how to describe... after shower went lie on bed. . . SLEEP LE ! haa.. Shou bu liaoz le... tad 3 hr nap... NAP~... haa.... ! tired tired... e more i slp.. e more tired i am...

i feel cold at all times...! am i in air con room or north pole..?! help~... heater pls.... haa..

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Attachment for e 2nd week.. one more week...

communicating with my patients....

i'm so happy when they r fined... so cheerful.. so friendly... morning here & there when i do morning shift...


but den when they r in pain.. mi as a student nurse... duno wat can i do to help them relieve e pain... wat i can do is report to SN & they serve medication... sad rite... nth i can do... well.. i stay at e pt bedside... trying to ask pt relax all tis... seeing them in pain realli hurtz.. their expression on their face.. u can c e pain is realli unbearable.. & den i heard e pt said while in pain... " dun b sick...... realli suffered alot.......... " e pt repeat it thrice in a realli ... tone... i was there wit e pt & one family member.. pt was in pain til sweating.. can c pt's next of kin was going to break dw.. controlling e tears not wanting pt to c.. i knew it.. uh......... sadded.. weLL.. i hope pt gets well soon~... =)

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Heard e CI said.. we as yr 1 student nurses shouldnt b posted to tis ward.. as it was a so called " high dependency ward" ?? guess so... haa.. already posted there... say liaoz oso no use... LOL... zsd...

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weeKend study time~... JY~!

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**** power~ needed.. ****

**** tml is SAT ! ****

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;