Forever Ridiculous her [ heaven n heLL ]

Friday, June 26, 2009

NOW den i received my grad photos. zZ..

Stil said "takes 7- 10 working days..."

i tin is take 7 to 10 weeks la. lol.

i dun even received any of tis photos by email lo..

while other frenz gt.. zZ...

i look SUPER CUTE CUM UGLY IN E 2ND PHOTOS ! LOL !

SHOW MY YU DUI zZ.... so ugly la..

half body jiu ok le ma.. zhen shi de !
wan short bu short. 1/5 ! zZZ ! kns rite. HAHA. idiot.

my face shine shine in e photos. Look not bad. HAHA.

abit oily i noe.. but better den too dry!~
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ANYWAY. nowadays my work is like shit..

sumhow i dun enjoy my work.. i hate going dw to endoscopy centre to help up.

MY COMPLAINTS ARE:

1) SO MANY PAPERWORK TO DO AND STILL WAN MI TO DO FAST. HE TINS I'M TYPING OUT THOSE WORDS FOR HIM. HE TINS I'M A ROBOT.

2) A LITTLE BIT OF IMPERFECTION JIU KUA KUA JIAO ! Zz.. MEI DU LIANG.

3) NOWADAY COMPLAIN ABT MI.. TIS N TAT.. WAN MI TO SPEED UP. NO LONGER NICE LIKE E 1ST MONTH WORKING THERE. AND BTW I'M OLI 2 + MONTHS OLD THERE.

4) SO MANY STUPID INSURANCE TINS TO SORT OUT. SO MANY DIFFER FEES TO CHARGE. I DUNO WHO IS E ONE WHO COME UP WIT INSURANCE. TIS KIND OF STUPID TIN MAKE US SO HEADACHE ! SO MANY DIFFER STEPS N PROCEDURES TO DO FOR PAYMENT. FCUK YOU !

5) SAID I'M NOT EFFICIENT LA. BECUZ OF ONE TIN I STUCK THERE CANT PROCEED. Zz. AS IF I WAN TO.. BLOODY HELL. IF I SKIP TAT N DO E NX.. I SURE CANNOT GO BACK TO E PREVIOUS ALREADY ! DAMN IT ! EXPECTATION IS HIGHER NOW ! GGRRRR.

All i can do now is diam diam..

if really bu shuang not happy wit my work.. den juz leave.

and i see how e clinic survived.

shortage of staffs.. plus one leaving for maternity leave on oct.

if i left... will left one staff (manager). confirm cannot handle. unless patients wait lo. LOL.

den i shall laugh. but if i stay. i shall suffer cuz oli 2 staffs to handle everything..

SO....... i muz jia you.. i'm at e lugi side cuz i'm fresh n new. alot of tins unfamiliar with. esp doctor's name.. damn it. the DRs called up usually dun git full name. pls la. as if i noe them.. DR HO, DR YANG. DR TAN. who e hell u are. so many thousands of DRS having same surname.

realli bloody hell lo ! kns.

In clinic not much patients care.. so.... i'm losing all e knowledge soooonnnn... ggrr.

i duno wat i had learn from e clinic compared to ward.

there's NO TIME for mi to study e case. y tis patient having tis symptoms, y on tis med, y need u/s, y need scope... etc. n one tin is..

HE'S HANDWRITING IS TERRIBLEEEEE. ! i hate his handwriting seriously.. SUCK.

ok.. stop all e complaints. i shall try my best...

TO REMBER ALL E TINS.... by heart..

til now stil veri confused over e differ type of insurances. which is such a nuisance to mi.

Under so many panels duno for wat sake. EARN $. CHARGE THEM MORE ! zZ.

only make e staffs die la.

[[ stay tune for more complaints n wat feedback they gave bout mi. ]]

[[ shoot mi more. nx time....... i 'll shoot back. ]]

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Today was not realli a buz day.

4 scopes patients.. hmm..

stil trying to catch where e dr is going.. zZ.

i tin sooner or later e ward routines n procedures i will forget clean clean ! lol.

i realli veri jialat leh... haiyo... confused. wat shld i do ?

Mixed feeling i got.. ggrrr..

i felt sianz. sad.

i dun even noe wat's wrong.

am i tireD?

mayb...

sudden low mood. & * wasnt there.. kinda sad rite.

i complained.. ya. mayb to e wrong person i tin..

that person duno wat i need when mood wasnt tt gd..

in e end i hush. n my soul died.

if only tat person know. if only tat person understand me.

if only tat person is observant enough... if only.... n tat will be perfect.

but... no.

my heart sank. rite to e bottom..

cheers.

i cant complain. i cant. shhh..

so dear blog. i'm here to tok to u..

git mi a warmth hug, anyone ?

tok to mi.

cheers once again.

bye.

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Sunday, June 21, 2009

CAnt wait for 25th June.

$$ $$ $$ . lol. oops.

i tin every one is looking forward to 25th la~.

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

MY new ring dear gt for mi. heeee. =D

Still gt "make up" story behind it.

"NOT JUZ A NORMAL RING.."

is magic ring. HAHA. or SUPER RING. CHEESE RING.

Went to watch GHost girlfrenz wit him at the cathay..

i slept. cuz was too tired. oli slept for 4hrs yester.

cuz of e special day. lol.

I left hse at 330pm to go make up n do hairstyling..

almost late... i drove to hse nearby to do. and left e place at 545pm.

dear drove dw to mount faber after tat.. we reached at 650pm i tin. haha.

stil not tat bad. not v late... =D

Pair ONE.

Pair TWO.

pair THREE.

pair FOUR.

pair FIVE.

dear said 4 pairs are all frenz. oli we 2 are lovers. HAHA.

i'm like.. serious ?! they dun look like frenz oli leh. HAHA.

Playing sum games... quite fun !

heeeee.

Which gal u wan to date..

choose one. haha.

a bit blurred for table photo.

Tis guy on e L look cheeky. lol.

Out of e dining area. e bottom level is restroom !

L is ladies. R is Gentleman one. hahaha.

can see ...

e restroom is nice la !

Going home soon~.

"thank you for attending my wedding." haha ! *shake hands

Reach dear's hse.

den i drove back home myself. 12+am liao !

my butterfly clip nice. heeeee. used up so many pins.

i love my hairstyle tat nite. e guy style for mi. ncie la ! =D

further more he said he like to style princess type of hair... wooo...

so credits to him. =) i spent less den 50bucks for make up n styling. worth it ! hee.

make mi look like a cinderella for one day. haha !! *wink.

but after tat nite.... past 1am.. i become e original mi.. again. lol.

no more cinderella. or snow white. or beauty.. oli cinderella's step sister !!

my pinkish eye shadow.. goes well wit e dress.

messy hair behind. i liek ! =)

e glittering on my hair ! heee. wit e butterfly pin.

i request for e POMP POMP on top of hair. =)

Oh man.. 1am++ time past..

i'm going to vanish..... soon..........

dear said i'm beautiful tat nite ! haaa.. happy la of cuz. =D

cuz i'm a lazy woman.

tat's all folks !

wait for my 21st birthday. haha! or my ROM day. or my wedding..

i will be pretty +beautiful once again. hee..

- You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;