hmmmm..

tin i gt my temp job to permanent le?

haha... oh man...

wonder if i can go for lunch on time.. go home go time not..

e dr alw being delayed by scope procedures... !

e patients all wait v long for him lo...

i c liao oso sianz... zZ..

gt 1 patient waited for bout 30min... den said he wanna change appointm..

he gt to work.. so no choice.... see la... how can lidat.. tsk tsk.

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dear came to hav lunch wit mi at my work place..

after tat went to visit his mum...

i oli stay there for 20min. i gtg..

TO WORK ! lol..

i dun get to send dear to airport. cuz i gt work lo.. sad.. =(

his flight at 750pm.....

sms him is local rate..

if he sms mi - 80c / sms. $3/min !

so exp lo.. tsk tsk...

he said he will oli be in e camp for 5days..

which mean wun be able to reply mi lo...

he will be back on e 17th of may.. AM flight..

tat day come faster la. LOL.

i need motivation to work la !! =x

he wanted mi to be his good gal. lol.

of cuz i will.. ONLY WHEN HE COME BACK.. HAHA. oops.

i'm jking. =)

boring weekends for tis n nx week ! =(

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no work tml !! rest day. meet up my poly frenz !!

weekend gt no dates.. ah ma hse? HAHA.

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[[ 17th may ! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

HAIZ....

2dae being throw to endoscopy room wit dr...

i'm alone there ! no one to teach mi how to label e diagram..

i'm supposed to help to label which part e dr tad e tissue from for biopsy...

den which part is erosion.. inflammation all tat...

how would i noe when i'm oli e 3rd time there !

n i'm not expert in tis.. haiz.

i felt so stress suddenly... though e dr said he will guide mi along..

end up guide alittle oli... i'm going to panick..

cuz i hav to keep track all e biospy he took n labelled them correctly on e forms.

which mean i'm supposed to noe where e scope is going...!!

AS IF I KNOW ! wah lao......

i was lost after e 3rd or 4th biospy.. haiz..

& damn it... e dr said.." i told u to keep track of it.. haiz.. "

wah lao.... he made mi dun wanna step in e room again lo !

he assumed i noe how to labelled after a few guiding.

oh man. he's wrong! i cant regconise e parts even he told mi a few min ago !!

tsk. make mi feel so hopeless.......

it's jzu like throwing mi in e river n i dun even noe how to swim ! better still.. throw mi in e sea with sharks around.. LOL.

i was like.. ... oh shit..... oh man.. help! how i wish my staff is wit mi.. ggrr..

i tin i need to go dw wit them often to catch up....

if not.. when my staff go for maternity leave i shall die. lol..

JYYYY !!

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supposed to hav dinner wit him..

end up ta bao home.. put plane. cuz of stupid ns.

best. he wun be interrupting mi for at least 2 weeks.

let's be happy den !

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tml is e day......

evaluation !

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plan for my programme soon !

i'm going to play wit my baby cousin tis weekend i hope.... =) hee.

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

i'm tired...

ggrrrr.. i left e work place at 6pm 2dae.

no OT pay de la.. zZ..

waste my time there ! =(

peak hr.. e train is packed...

a bit irritating.. lol...

i brought home chocolate cake n banana cake yester.

2dae brought home cheese cake. LOL.

i cant finish so much !!

yester is my boss birthday. tat's y gt cake.

but banana kueh "? lapis" is from pt. hee. indonesia.

but e cake is huge. lol. so i git half to my neighbour..

hmmm... tml is wed le..

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[[ jy ! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

wahhhhhhhhhhh....

my dear going thailand for 2weeks +.. zZ.

so we wun be meeting each other for 3 weeeeeeekkkkssss !

so so long ar... HAHA..

i will be bored.. =(

n 'll miss him much much la !! ROAR>........

he will be going tis thur evening...

so .. he will come n meet mi for lunch during my lunch time.. =)

tat short 1 hr. HAHA. so short la !!! tsk tsk.

hmmmmmm..

sat we were enemies.. i'm unhappy bout tis n tat cuz i was damn tired after work..

i hav no mood.. i'm damn moody can !!

n he's oso pissed off wit mi cuz i noe i'm irritating to him......

den sun we are lovely couples. LOL !! =D

sun lunch - ICHIBAN !

hhaaaa. i love lobster sushi !! slurp !!

he sae he was tricked by mi..

go eat sushi.. HAHAH !!! no $ liao...... oops.. heee.. =D

hmmmm. missed him when i went home n he needed to book in. =(

weekends seems to pass so fast la !!

my off day..... =x

dear was crazy yester b4 he book in.. lol !!

damn NIANG can !! tok like one weirdo..

do all e childish actions.. OMG. HAHA !!

i tin HE'S TOO HAPPYYYYY TO BOOK IN AGAIN ! HAHA! oppsss.

juz feel like pinching & disturbing him !!

i love him much much ! muack ! =) *hugs.

btw he looked cute when yang !! haha.

i browse thru his album.. his nose is HUGE during birth !!

haha. so funny n cute !! n was wrap in PINK towel ! lollllll !!!

i tot shld b in BLUE ?? hahaha.

i would like to hav his baby photos man.. heeee.

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i'm tired standing for so long...=(

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Really started to feel stress... =(

E staffs wan mi to get e feel of handling cases. phone calls & pt's enquiries.

be cashier.. dispense med.. bowel prep all tis...

once i nervous alot of tins duno... argh. i panicked.

forgt tis n tat...! haiz. kns.

they stil gt insurance tins to settle..

need to fax all tis. if cant need to call up them n ask...

wah lao.. tis all tad times.. n still gt lots of tins to do...

i went dw to endoscopy centre today. 2nd time..

stil veri blurred.. i duno where e scope goes..

e inner look of e organ all look e same to mi. HAHAH ! *faint

all along look like in e intestines.. but actually is at stomach region.. HHAAAA.

how to regconise duodentits. gastritis. corpus, antral, OG junction.. polyps.. biopsy.. blablabla..... how to noe while looking at e inner part of e real organ ?!

wth.. i'm realli starting from zero. fresh from oven type ! haha. kns.

tat's y i so stress liao..... i hope pimples wun pop out !!

i'm trying to relax... haha.. zsd..

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JY LA !!! =x

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[[ Going 2 weeks le !! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

hmmm...

dear going thailand end of april for NS tin la..

i tin for 2 weeks. i'm not sure. haven ask him..

or mayb i did ask.. but i FORGT ! AHAHa..

so bad ar.... =x

anyway.. he had his short break last thur til tue..

met him up after work for 3 days. =)

i duno if he had enjoy his break time. lol.

ya la.. can no need slp... play til 4am den slp kind. zZ.

den end up sae.." i tin i'm going to fall sick.. gt sore throat feeling... bla bla bla.. "

on mon evening.. i wanted to hav MAC for dinner.. (sudden.. lol.)

he said: " huh. dun wan la.. i gt sore throat liao..."

den ok lo.. we went food junction....

END UP LEH..... TUE NOON... HE HAD MAC HIMSELF !!

WAT"S THIS !!!! kns lo !!! zZ..

stil dare to sae.. ( i noe... u wan sae mi rite? )

hmm. he went out field again. will be back on fri.. zZ.

so i'm going to sms to air. LOL. reporting as usual.

get bored during break time.. zZ..

sat we plan to watch KNOWING.

he likes to watch movie - abt predicting future .. hmm..

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ok.. work for 2dae is pretty buz..!

ans phone calls ! ring non stop !!

worst den when in ward.. i rember during attachment time..

when e phone rings.. everybody shoooooo v far. lol..

if not is pretend to do tins. HAHA !

but PRCP time i did ans phone calls la...

now worst. in e clinic ans at least 10 phone calls. LOL !

super irritating when u haven finish e task tat u r doing now & den e phone keep ringing..

damn it, gt once i din ans e phone cuz i was attending to one pt...

den e dr ans it himself.. there he goes....

"joanna. u shld quickly ans e phone.... bla bla.."

wth.. like my hands are long enough to ans e phone. cant he see i'm buz oso. zZ.

he tins i'm new so i float around is it. v free ar. zZ. of cuz i oso gt tins to do rite. lame lo.

i'm unhappy bout tis lo.. zZ.. so whenever e phone rings. i hav to ans it no matter how buz i am.

watever...

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damn it. yester my bro step on mi while i'm sleeping !!

DAMn fucking angry !!

he wanna off e alarm clock n he get out of his bed. (double decker)

he step on my abdomen n arms !!

fucking pain n i shouted back !!!!!!

n he claimed tat he duno im sleeping there...

damn lame excuse. for e past 9 yrs i been slping there every nite !!

he tins he's very light. 60+ kg bloody hell freak gt his left foot step on mi.

fined~.. we shall see how i revenge.

i'll hide e alarm clock in my drawer.

no morning alarm clock for him.

let see if he gt late for sch.

oh. if not. let mi be a kind soul.

have e alarm clock place rite beside his ear n rings to his death.

ps: e alarm rings damn loud one! confirm jump up if place too near during slp..

mayb a gd idea. no need to get out of bed to off. no need so mah fan..

bloody irritating asshole.

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[[ i wan $$ ! i wan my pay! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Tis is my cousin, JUN EN. tat baby boy. 3mth old already !

so fast.. HAHA. he damn cute can. !!

i'm so happy . playing wit him. LOL.

so angry. lol.

hmmmm.

he's watching tv. (do not disturb.)

tis pic is e nicest. hee =D

my com wallpaper !

i went to grand ma hse juz now. Play wit him la..

he likes pple to tok to him.

he will smile ! heeee..

i love him la !!

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Tml meeting dear for dinner after work ! =)

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hmmmm.. working in tat clinic is stil not tat bad.

quite like it la... though i dun knock off on time.. (like.. 545pm - 6pm. )

they dun get OT pay oso.. zZ.

how can !! if a patient is late for his/her appointm..

den everything will be delayed..

den closing will delayed oso la! tat's v sianz lo ! =x

but now.. i can escape all e closing stuffs. haha..

e most fortunate one. lol !!

i want to work n earn $$ !! den can treat parents eat. haha! =D

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current mood = good !

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[[ JY ~ ! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

it's my 1st day at e clinic.

oh bloody hell..

i reach 25min earlier. waste my beauty slp ! zZ.

cuz i gt no keys to open e door. lol. so i loiter around like .. a suspect.

1st day is alw damn blurred. damn retard. HAHA.

cuz everything oso duno. ask tis n ask tat. like a dumb per..

hmmm.. i juz hope tat by sat everything i do is at finger tips !

oh.... high expectations of myself uh ?

but i dun tin i can la. not EVERTHING. but sum.. hopefully 3/4 of it ?!

e job scope is kinda big. everything bao ga liao type !!

be cashier. dispense medicine. standby doc. registration.

MOST OF ALL.....

PAPER WORK n more PAPER WORK !!

cuz e doc hate paper work. everything is e staffs doing.

so ... things i did today are.....

register patient (new case). tad BP. hmmm..

call nx patient for doc.. stand by when there's female pt.

place e case notes back in drawer according to alphabert. ( i hate tis. )

data entry. cashier (half way, lol.). answer calls ( oli x2 i hate it when e speaker speak so soft ! zZ.. i keep huh-ing ! ma de. )

observe endoscopy. colonoscopy. biospy procedures.

most of e time i'm observing. cuz 1st day ma..

like a retard. ( i dun like oso. hhaa. but bo bian ! )

anyway.. there's more to learn la.. alot of things i forgt la.

haiz. mayb need read up.. but i'm so tired now !! =(

oh yes.. i need to learn medications oso.. i may need to dispense med if e time is riped.

HAHA !! bloody hell..

i need to be daring a bit la.. no confident oso. cuz i'm e most junior there.

there's 3 staffs there. 1 of them is part timer. but she work v long already.

so she knows alot too... so i'm a bit stress as time goes.. HAHA!

i tin my pay is consider low in private clinic ??

today i met a daylight robbery.

2 vege. 1 meat. rice. = $7.50 !!

normal vege rice ok !! though is halal... but is way to exp !!

i wun eat tat again ! =( hmmp !!

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i'm being called for 2nd interview for asthetic clinic..

i'm sumhow shortlisted ? lol.

oh man. i'm not prepared to help e doc for procedures la...

no confident no experience.. everything no...

haiz... stresssss...... juz like in OT lo.. wth.

oli 4 days experience in OT. HAHA. how to work !!

PRCP 3mths in ward already struggling... stress.... =(

i'm like so not prepared to be a STAFF NURSE. mayb start off as clinic assistant stil ok.

cuz e responsibilities of SN is so HUGE. haha.. it's too heavy for mi..

i need time.. i need nice staffs.. den i can slowly transform...

ggggrrrr..... wish mi luck ba !!

& wait for good news ok !! jy ! =D

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i miss dear... =( mayb meeting him on fri after work.

sat not meeting i guess.. he gt programme. sun he gt guard duty AGAIN. so.. mon ?

sun i no work he not free. so sianz. zZ. haiz. boring.

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[[ git mi sum knowledge. git mi power. git mi time. ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

oh yes ! ! GOOD NEWS !

i'm starting work on tue !

but oli for 2 weeks.. at e private clinic. heee..

woo.. new environment.. hope tat i learn new tins fast..

if everything went smoothly.. den ...

mayb will extend e contract.. hmm..

mon going for another interview.. (TCM)

so request to start e temp job on tue. hee..

e doc is nice la. LOL. =)

i'm paid by hrly basis. gd $ i supposed ?!

no uniform to wear. home clothes la !

jy ! wheeeeeee!

wish mi luck ~

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YEster went bugis wit dear.

we went to watch shinjuku incident at e new shopping centre beside bugis street.

exp man !! $9.50 per tix !! no card to discount oso. zZ..

hmmm. nice show ! i like. hhaaa ! =D

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my aunt was back from korea trip.

she bought alot of THE FACE SHOP masks !

HAHAHAHA !

damn cheap can...

but i haven use. lol.

she gave mi 15masks. but mum took 3. big ah yi took 3.

i left 9 !!

Pearl, Q-10, hydrating masks.. 3 of each. =D

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i wanna go crocodile farm ! HAHA!

catch fish n tadpole ?!

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

oh.. i went Dr fish spa wit my mum at china town.

e 2nd time trying e spa. HAHA.

tis time i try 30min. $13.

damn nice la.. my feets are damn clean after tat.

Feed all e fish fat fat ! HAHA. =P

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i went for interview at gleneagles.

abt research project.. hmm.. quite interesting..

am waiting for e calls nx week !!

thk tze for acc. if not so boring lo..

he waited for mi for 20min ?! LOL.

& he loitered outside..

after tat we went to watch confession of shopacoholic.!!

damn funny can !! HAHA. nice. i like. =D

ps: if i gt a job i gt to treat him ! muhahaha!

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Another interview on mon.. but not confirmed yet.

shall noe e details tml.. hopefully.. =)

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I dun understand y my parents are having cold wars..

zZ.. how to help them ?

sickening.. i feel troubled too. damn it.. =(

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i wanted to try ELKEN LACTOSE - S to detox my intestines.

so tat i'll hav beautiful skin !! =D

It's all becuz of hormones & toxins in body. tat's y we hav pimples !!

so i'm going to prove it !! D-E-T-O-X !!

but is quite exp... for member is $10.45 for one pack !!

each time hav to tad one pack ! 4 hours cannot tad solid food.

cuz it helps to clear e toxin in e intestines. so oli fluids are allowed.

one week once. woo hoo.. hopefully.... haha ! =)

U GUYS INTERESTED ?? let mi noe ya. =D

i noe sum of e pple out there dun realli care abt their health.

they tin they are healthy enough.

Oh. i juz tin they are bull shitsss.

They consumed lots of junk food..

haha. watever~.

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I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY !?!

about sum issues.. zZ. selfish ? whatever.

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[ i wan to be independent ! ]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

tis is wat shing had done to my back !

lol...

guasa ! nice lo. HAHA. see how bad my organs are functioning..

so we bought e guasa tin. n DIY ourselves..

release toxin.. but e redness stay there for 2 days.

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well.. i went to SNB wit xq on tue..? went back to a place which is so familiar can !

LOL !! kind of miss e working place..

after SNB we went bugis..

Thai restaurant..

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So... finally....

I'm a Registered nurse. lol..

3 yrs course...... wooohoo~.

FAST LA ! lol.

bought a necklace for myself. muhahaha.
let mi make it blink blink !~

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Yester went amk to hav dinner at 99c sushi shop wit tze.

after tat rush home to get car & drive dw to amk to fetch grandma n aunt.

we went airport to send my another aunt n family.

They going korea 8 days tour. HAHA.

since we so FREE. so went dw to chit chat awhile at MAC den they went in at 1015pm.

actually i'm going oso~. HAHA.

juz becuz i went taiwan already.. so.....

dad not going to sponsor mi le. lol.
my cousin so yang go korea. wah lao.

i so jealous. HAHA. Last time e furthest i go is GENTING lo !

after sending.. mummy n mi went back on our own.

LOL. when i start e engine... suddenly e car could not move. zZ.

lame. i start again. stil cannot.. den my mum was like..

" OH CHAM LIAO. NO NEED GO HOME LIAO ."

so i turn off n remove e key n insert again x2. & START.

& then... here we go. HAHA. lame lo. i duno wat's wrong.

I nv went back on my own from changi airport b4.

so my uncle (fetch my ah yi n ah ma home) call my mum n ask where are we laio.

y so long haven come out from e parking area. LOL>

cuz he wanna direct mi how to go out from e area to express way ma..

but i juz see e sign board n chiong my own.

while they wait for us at one area, drive slow.. wondering y they haven see our car passby.

he called again.. N..

we are ahead of them already. LOL. oops.

when they catch up wit us. my ah yi n ah ma show a sign to mi..

which mean.. * hor.. so fast ar u.. we still waiting for u, tot u gone missing *

muahahaha !

anyway.. my mum sae i hav improved. lol. esp parking !

i oso realised la. so.. yes. hee.

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i'm stil waiting for calls. when can i start work ! i wan $$ !

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;