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*~ ~ ABOUt me~ ~*



- Joanne -

Birth : ^ 23rd auG ^

Leo / virgO gaL . . .

wish to be better..
Be nice to mi & i'll be nice to u. =)
Love to be in grp of frenz
who hav e same interest wit mi. =)
keEps quieT wheN feeLIng low...
taLks alOt whEn e feelIng cOmes..haa..
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    Tuesday, July 31, 2007


    NURSES' DAY TOMOLO ! 1ST OF AUG ! hee...
    Yeah~.. HAppy working ! =)
    Gt to eat free food... Woot~.. LOL !
    ice cream.. & sumore wat..?! I'll check it out tml.. hee..
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    2dae CI assess mi on stickman... Oh no.. dun tin i'm good lorz..
    haiz.
    My interventions.... KNS lorz... zZ...
    nvm lah..
    anyway i learnt alot.. haa... =)
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    Quite tired de when morning shift. *yawn.. *
    But.. stil okie lah.. gt to go hm at 3pm ! haa..
    -
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    taking nap soon~..
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    Miss ling dar. =)

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    *** dreaming.... ***

    *** study ! study ! study bugs. ***

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, July 30, 2007


    2dae.. work happily.. time pass by veri fast...
    Except tat early in e morning..
    Tat particular ass SNN..
    think she veri wat is it..
    KNS !
    We were in e room for meeting wit all morning shift SN & EN..
    sianz lorz..
    We student nurses sit on e seats oso cannot lidat..
    She stil sae :" can u all kindly leave e seats for e nurses.. "
    damn.
    Like we not human lidat..
    C her oso sianz..
    Her tone so e wat.. kaoz..
    senior staff nurse so wat..
    HUH ! HUH !
    shit u.
    For others we sit they oso wun sae de lorz..
    Only she sae..
    wat e hell !
    Spoilt my mood once i see her.
    Better dun b incharge e same room as mi.
    zZ.. * PRAY HARD *
    -
    -
    2dae help a Doctor Dave to off chest tube.. "eeeee".. haa..
    so happy man.. LOL !
    den observe dressing..
    observe insertion of NGTube..
    but 2nd attempt they stil cant manage to insert.
    2 doctors came.
    KNs.
    they nv insert it b4 lorz..
    den anyhow struggle..
    see liaoz oso worry..
    pt's O2 already dropping from 97 to 80 ! oso DIL lorz !
    They realli siaoz de..
    Sure is juz pass out one..
    nv measure den insert lidat..
    zZ...
    stil ask us how to insert..
    insert already den ask.. zZ..
    wat if on e way sumtin happen..
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    -
    nx week mon to wed afternoon shift..
    haiz.
    sianz.
    cant meet ling.
    den not free liaoz..
    zZ..
    bu shuang.
    watever lah.
    --
    _______________________

    ** i dun dare to wish.. zZ **

    ** Work happily tml.. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, July 29, 2007


    I'll see how i survive after my exams.
    When i'm HD.. &, is not there.
    How impt it is.
    -
    Tat's so cruel.
    When one week seems to be so long.
    & now, it is more than that.
    -
    I guess i hav to lift my head up most of the time.
    & have my eyes blinked a few times.
    Or hav myself upside dw.
    -
    Cheer me up when the days come.
    I'm all alone.

    sad.

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Saturday, July 28, 2007


    Yester do dressing ! A very simple one ! hee.. but still.. i need to improve... Arw... but overall stil okie lah.. =)
    MOn CI going assess mi agian... my stickman ! HAven do.. OH no.... zZ...
    nvm.. try to do fast fast de on mon.. =x
    -
    After work went home change le den go meet ling dar..
    Watch "ALONE".
    haa.. e movie was okie okie..
    RAted 6/10 for it..
    WAS SO COLD IN E THEATRE !
    Forgotten my jacket.. & i'm not wearing long pant lorz.. zZ... I wore a skirt ! SHIVER ! Arww..
    den e show was like erm.. spirit coming out here & there.. plus e effect.. wah lao...
    No guts liaoz lah.. haa ! was there waiting for e scary parts.. shutting one of my ears.. haa !
    oh yes.. Pig ling din git mi e tix.. zZ...
    -
    I wanna watch RUSH HOUR 3 ! YES yes... Jackie Chan act de.. haa ! I like ! hee.. =)
    Out on e 9th of aug...?! few more weeks... i'll watch after my attachm ! =)
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    Was raining e whole week ! & My mum was there nagging.. complaining... ! zZ... saying e clothes all pile up like duno wat already den stil rain e whole dae e whole week ! zZ... & my clothes all haven wash oso ! haiz.. sianz.. zZ ! c liaoz oso no mood lorz.. =/
    -
    Going watch huan huan ai ! haa.. 1 week 1 epi oli.. =(
    -
    I like attachment.. LOL ! duno why.. though i stand til my legs veri tired..
    but mayb attachm keep mi occupied.. rather den doing nth.. =)
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    *** Attachment.. Study... Exams... den... ENJOY !! YES ! ***

    *** I'm escaping... ***

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Thursday, July 26, 2007


    Tiring day.. 2dae & tml will be morning shift...
    7am to 3pm... zZ..
    slpy..
    wake at 5am..... zZ...
    CI will be assessing mi tml...
    haiz.. my stickman haven do...
    haiz... need to read up on skills...
    DUno wat she will be asking...
    Once assess, assess veri long lidat de lehz...
    Scary.
    Weekend coming !
    Have to study !
    All like started studying liaoz..
    i feel so stress man !! =/
    haiz....


    Dark rings lah ! zZ...
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    ** 2more weeks ! zZ.. **
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    -
    True enough..
    once i'm buz...
    tat's so nice man ! =)
    haa.. oops.
    I'm e guardian angel of my pt..
    wahahaha ! xD
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    I wun go & think bout it.
    Neither would I bother much bout it.
    Happy. =)
    I shut my ears.
    I shut my eyes.
    Yes.
    Enjoy myself if i can..
    After my exams.. =)
    Now.. have my time left for studying.
    JY !
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    *** PAcked. Buz. =) ***

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, July 23, 2007


    2dae is e 1st dae of my attachm.. i was so so tired.. Late for 2min i guess.. but it's okie lah.. haa.. cuz there r pple who is later den mi.. hee.. 2dae din do much tin.. mostly is get familiar wit e stuff, environment there... CI Catherine.. is pretty ! haa.. =)
    She will be asessing mi tis fri & nx week.. i scare... OMG. duno wat procedures i'll b doing.. STRESS ar ! zZ...
    -
    Was so so tired tat lunch break time i din eat.. i sat in e tearoom & slp like no one else business... OMg. i stil can dream.. even though is juz 30min nap.. ! haa... oops. Ya.. can c how tired i am.. Being said slping so sweetly in e tearoom.. LOL ! cuz i was dreaming.. haa... e sofa is so low.. my neck hurt.. zZ... Now den i noe my face is alw so pale in e morning ! Pple tot i sick or wat wan faint.. haa.. juz tired lah.. =x
    -
    My dark rings.... OMG. too obvious le lah ! haiz... zZ... so er ! sianz....
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    I cant get to walk & mayb shop in e suntec convention hall ! arwww.... so many interesting events man ! wasted ! oli can work.. go toilet.. den go foodcourt eat.. haa ! zsd... & oli c 2min dance...? Small children dancing man ! OMg. haa.. so cute..
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    Sometimes really feel tat i'm all alone..
    It's impossible to be side by side 24hrs..
    Have my free times left for the VIP..
    But still cant manage to be ...
    When did i become so HD...?
    Missing & missing..
    What's really wrong..?
    Am i crazy or something...?
    Or something is wrong with my medulla or wat..?!
    Damn.
    I'm getting ridiculous..
    What should i do..?
    & I get angry over a small matter..
    Oh man.
    Is it me...?
    Or shall i say i "mind" too much..?
    No sense of secure.
    Silence.
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    ** NO cure. **

    ** JY for attachm ba! **

    ** NO dark rings pls. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, July 20, 2007


    haa... try tis webbie...
    http://www.sinthaistudio.com/room.htm
    my fren send de..
    eerie.... wooooOOO~..
    i play e "game" alone..
    not really tat scary lah...
    xD
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    Watch le huan huan ai epi 7 ! =)
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    2dae din go jogging..
    cuz sick le..
    mayb nx weekend le...
    attachm on mon !
    8am til 4pm at SGH..
    ward 45..
    hmmz...
    duno wat to do...
    abit worried.
    & i din read up e skills..
    zZ...
    haiz.
    scary.
    yr 2.
    sianz.
    much more tin to do.
    arww...
    3weeks posting.
    last dae finally is morning shift.
    but i din work wit my grp !
    arww...
    i'm alone...
    haiz.
    sad.
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    Sch 2dae oli gt 1hr lect.
    sianz.
    tml work at 9++am..
    haiz.
    If mon no attachm jiu hao le.
    =(
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    Exams timetable is out !
    16th aug.
    20th aug.
    22nd aug.
    23rd aug.
    oh gosh.
    fall on my birthdae agian !
    zZ...
    where gt e mood man..
    haiz.
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    i tin i wun be able to meet my goal for tis yr.
    haiz.
    sianz.
    why.
    unfair.
    shit.
    i tin i'm lazy too.
    wat to do.
    wat shld i do.
    everytin no.
    i pray for it...
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    ** Dear god, ....... **

    ** Exams coming.. after attachm ! zZ.. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Thursday, July 19, 2007


    *yawn*.. real tired.. oli slp for 3hrs i guess.. zZ... & i was sick ! arwww...
    At e chalet i cant eat BBQ... zZ.. oli can eat mash mallow.. haa !
    we SAng "zhu wo shen ri kuai le" to FJ when she bathe out..
    Hav e candles placed.. " FJ 19 " <3
    haa !
    but she overheard wat we sae..
    KNS.
    not fun.
    haa !
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    so 11+pm all prepare going enjoy..
    no phone wit mi at tat time..
    so others photos i cant upload..
    oli mine ! LOL ! oops. haa ! zZ..
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    Fj's fren help mi clip.. i cant c ! haa..
    obviously clip is not mine.. xD


    okie.. go go go.. wit e dark rings.. ! LOL ! zZ..


    We tad e photos til veri jialat.. so laugh lah ! haa..
    we ladies 4 ! oops. i'm e yangest. wahahaha ! see my childish face.. *hide hide*
    Yin shan face too fair lah ! haa.. shine here & there.. LOL !
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    -
    Den after "exercising".. haa.. i mean dance.. i wanna go outside to get sum fresh air..
    cuz my nose is blocked !
    i cant breathe.. LOL ! zZ...
    so Shan, Serene & mi stay outside tok tok awhile..

    serene, yin shan & mi !
    THe 2 of us Left & Rite de veri stress..
    cuz yin shan tone colour is super...... haa ! xD
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    was sick.. so ask to go back chalet 1st wit shan..
    left FJ & Yi Shing at attica... ( Fj wait for her VIP.. wahahaha ! )
    When i was back to chalet.. mi & shan prepare... * tad 2hrs? *
    den finally get to slp ! haa !
    We can fight man ! We alot tin to prepare.. haa !
    1 toilet 2 person use.. so jialat man..
    i bathe 30min den she worst den mi lorz ! LOL !
    den FJ & SHing is back.. at 5++am ..?
    OMG.
    tat's late.. i cant tahan... haa..
    so i zZ le..
    wake at 9+am.. (Raining ! & it's freezing.. e aircon cant control e temp de.. zZ...
    so i wake up & off e switch.. zZ... if not i become a ball liaoz..
    cuz too cold den cant slp supine position.. haa !)
    so i quickly prepare b4 they wake ! haa..
    cuz i tad veri long to prepare..
    Wake them up...
    den packed... den off we go..
    to FJ hse..
    den went china town eat..
    XQ join us...
    but den is like she join us oli for lunch.. den home sweet home..
    cuz e rest of us cant tahan le.. all panda.. LOL !
    zZ...
    so home sweet home ! FINALLY !
    den * BOMM * i slp ! haa..
    til 8++pm den wake..
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    tml sch at 3pm ! zZ....
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    ** Happy Birthdae to FJ.. our da jie.. haa ! dance so sexy ar.. later ur VIP... haa.. **
    ** Enjoy myself.. but sick.. so.. ya.. abit u noe.. haa ! like sao xing.. sorry ! hee.. but at least i got go ba.. wahaha ! **
    ** coughing like duno wat.. xin ku !! =/ **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, July 18, 2007


    hee.. uploaded e pic of my cousin.. baby boi !
    cute ba.. ! =)


    wooo... so innocent... wahaha !



    ooOOoo...


    BOTAK ! hee.. so cute.. like little monk ! xD
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    Presentation finish ! YES ! whahaha ! so happy.. =)
    mi & juan
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    Den off i go to meet darling..

    OMG.. i capture a monster.. LOL !
    keep making his hair.. wah lao.. ai mei de yao si.. LOL ! zsd...

    HE duno how tad.. tad til e pic blurred.. he no license lah.. haa..!
    oh.. i look like i'm 15 in tis pic.. hee... xD

    nice..?
    purple lehz ! LOL ! oops.
    wit e PANDAN LEAVES ! wahahaha ! oh i mean.. e leaves.. haa ! =p
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    Thk baby ! Sweet Love. =)
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    * Going Juan chalet later at 6+pm.. *yawn*
    LOL...! sure tired de.. panda liaoz.. stil need overnight...
    Thur go eat sure sianz sianz de... & i'm sick now! sore throat le lah.. zZ..
    cant eat bbq liaoz... haiz.. food nice eat liaoz oso not nice.. =( *
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    ** sum time i duno wat's happening man.. zZ... so.. watever lorz... **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, July 16, 2007


    oh... went grandma hse yester...
    Din get to c baby gal...
    She din come !
    Hmmp..
    haa..
    but nvm lah..
    c baby boi.. !!
    SO CUTE !
    OMG.
    i cant control myself..
    wanna pinch his cheeks !
    So chubby...
    upload e pic for u guys to c on tue..?!
    Haa !
    buz buz..
    tue presentation..
    now rushing projects powerpt slides..
    type & type..
    haiz..
    sianz lorz..
    so late den can slp..
    zZ...
    tml class at 3pm !
    only one hr lesson !
    but den need meeting..
    so 12pm sch !
    zZ...
    SLP now !
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    ** Darling ling dar. I love u ! hee.. =) wheeee... happy ! **

    ** Crack my head becuz of . . . **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Saturday, July 14, 2007


    Finish jogging..
    tired.
    i'm weak ar..
    haiz.
    sianz lorz..
    i dun use to b lidat de.. =(
    arww..
    nvm lah.
    i'll run every week.
    try~..
    starting point.
    if not yr 3 nafa how..?
    Went to yis park & jog.
    My foots.
    My feets.
    Oh my...
    PAIN !
    haiz.
    kns.
    zsd.
    qSw.
    -
    -
    My bro gave mi 2 tix for ndp for 2dae de.
    I din go.
    i tad for my fren.
    but fren...
    duno gt go not.
    my bro wan e bag.
    haa.
    no wonder ask mi go..
    zsd..
    tis morning..
    he so gd..
    called home & ask if we wan mcd breakfast.
    LOL !
    yester i juz ate hotcake.
    2dae eat mcdmuffin..
    hee..
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    * Thk Han for his joke. Make mi smile when i'm dw. =) *

    * I need jokes. Tell mi more ! *

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, July 13, 2007


    2dae After sch, i went to hunt for my shoes..
    Finally..
    Yes.
    Tml i can run already ! =)
    My mum wun b joining me i guess..
    hmmz..
    nvm..
    i'll run alone.
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    Hope my presentation can finish by mon..?
    I'm worried.
    haiz~..
    -
    -
    nvm.
    we can de.
    yes.
    jy ba !
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    * it's alw unfair. *

    * what shall i do.. *

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Thursday, July 12, 2007


    i'm alw waiting...
    Even in dreams man..
    i'm smiling happily..
    but den when i woke up...
    tat i realise..
    it's juz a dream.
    Oh man..
    i wonder.
    Different.
    Real different.
    ..
    -
    Finally e dae come.
    den......
    -
    I lied.
    Sometimes i wonder.
    -
    Juz a small matter.
    & i feel ...
    arww..
    hav i change?
    -
    watever it is..
    juz tad it as i duno anything.
    -
    Sometimes it's good to be..
    In e dark.
    Rather den knowing.
    -
    I expect .
    but ..
    but .
    not happening to me?!
    -
    Should i say tat?
    I duno.
    -
    -
    Tell me tat i should be contented.

    Tell me tat i'm blessed.
    Tell me tat it's okie.
    Tell me tat....

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, July 11, 2007


    LOL ! 2dae juz finish my presentation... Phew ! nice role play uh..? haa..
    stil gt one more presentation to go..................!
    tml sch at 2pm.. oli 1hr tut.. but den i hav meeting at 12pm... Arw...... no choice.... haa...
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    Went Amk juz now.. plan to buy shoes.. for jogging.. aRw... cant find.
    My foot..... My feet...... PAIN PAIN ! Blister agian ! aRRrrrr......
    aNyway my tat rotting shoes... i gonna throw it away le..
    So bought a pair of sandals...
    Threw e shoes. LOL !
    much more better after wearing e sandals..
    but din manage to buy my jogging shoes ar...
    zZ....
    nvm.
    see how ba.
    We went e duno where eat.. i forgt e place.
    ANyway.. i oso dun wish to.
    E service.. KNS !
    NO service charge oso muz serve cust properly de mah.
    all like black face... zZ...
    so sianz lorz...
    nvm.
    juz KNS oli..
    LOL !
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    SO.... i hav e photos uploaded..
    haa... crazy..


    taken 2dae.. after class.. LOL !


    Mi & JUAn JUAn.. haa..


    FJ sae tis nice.. OMG. like toopid kind... wahahaha !



    Both hands... OMG. Tat's mine.?



    TRy to open our eyes big big... OMG. eyeballs drop out. & i fix it back. LOL !



    SLp SLP sLP... sianz sianz.. haa..


    see lah.. siaoz FJ... ask mi to act like retard.. i cant. LOL ! my eyes already spoilt !



    Mi & Aunty FJ.. hee..


    Toilet lah !
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    see....

    Veri cute rite.... OMG.OMG.OMG.
    WHen i look at tis cute baby boy of mine.
    I veri happy.. LOL ! oops.
    cute ba ! hee.. =)
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    ** to be sweet.... **
    ** like e opposite of others.. why..? **
    ** Too much to ask.. but.. **
    ** If only........ **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;



    sianz ar...
    now is 1am liaoz...
    Tml presenting agian...
    Veri tired.
    panda eyes.
    so obvious !
    Arwww......
    juz now gt headache..
    tad panadol.
    Rest for bout 30min.
    Too tired.
    I doze off.
    wakE up & do project slides.
    late slp.
    i hate it.
    zZ.
    No choice.
    Last min.
    Gd luck to us tml !
    Yes.
    Nx tue presenting agian.
    After tat.
    NO MORE !!
    YES !!!
    I'm waiting for tat dae to come.
    haa..
    -
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    Taken photos todae.
    LOL !
    Upload nx time.
    -
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    Nite !
    sLP !
    YEah !
    Tml class at 9am.
    Dead.
    -
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    * IF only.... *

    * arw... why. *

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, July 09, 2007


    I'm real tired !
    Feel e whole body is aching like duno wat.. zZ... long no exercise.. so ya.. is lidat de... LOL ! nvm.. will get healthier as i exercise.. wahahah !
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    Tml presentation.. wish mi gd luck ! yeah ! =)
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    hmmz..
    I knew..
    Would not be so gd ba..
    As i expected..
    arw..
    nvm ba..
    sumtime i wish _ were in e same __ ...
    ya...
    but too bad lah.
    so pple.. u guys r much better le lah.. =)
    Time _ is impt..
    ya.
    As time goes..
    u will realise..?!
    ya.
    hmmz..
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    Think positively! =)

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    ** healthier **

    ** face it. ya.. zZ.. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
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    Saturday, July 07, 2007


    Wheeee... watch le GARFIELD 2 juz now.. veri funny.. LOL ! watch & watch... den watch parts of JOLIN's concert ! nice.. haa..
    "MR.Q".....
    "Guai guai pai"...
    "Wan mei"..
    she's hot..!
    e dance is nice.. =)
    i like. hee..
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    There's so much for mi to watch.... I'm so buz.. LOL !
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    Yester nite my foots swell like pig's ! OMG.. so scary.. i tot wat happen.. how come suddenly lidat.. i tin i sit too long using com... i tin more den 3 hrs ! oops... no circulation i tin.. den often gt numb.. aRw....... zZ... need exercise ! !
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    Miss baby wen ting & Jun xi ! LOL ! i shall find time.. hmmz...
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    ** exercise !! **

    ** old liaoz.. zZ.. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
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    Friday, July 06, 2007


    Yester watch le transformer wit dar.. i sit til my back going to ache !.. i din expect e show to be so so long... haa...! but not bad lah e show.. =)
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    Presentations on nx tue & wed ! jy ba..! Lucky there's no tests for tis few weeks.. den i can do my projects... =/
    Finish it.. & tat's it. LOL !
    Think positively.
    Yes i did. =)
    It's better to think tis way.
    Neutral.
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    OMG. 23rd of july. Attachment. Arw. 'Nursing feeling" back..? haa...
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    Oh my.. juz now in library.. my fren ask mi go find pilot.. so tat nx time she tad airplane back to her country will hav discount ! LOL !! oh man.. wat's e link... wahahaha ! den duno how we link to monk... OMG. & we r laughing away in library !! LOL !! shhhhh.. oli we noe wat nonsense... haa... I love e way we laugh....! happy.. xD
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    I'm waiting to watch why why love epi 6 ! wheee...... =)
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    I gt it. hee...
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    *** not yet decide.. zZ.. ***

    *** Laugh. I love to... ***

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
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    Tuesday, July 03, 2007


    Finish everytin asAp...
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    Wed cant go wit Fj they all... ZS joining..?! haa.. i cant lah.. i tin i need to complete sumtin... haa... bo bian... =/
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    I noe i can.
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    Trust myself.
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    It may not be as gd as sumtin sumtin... but i try.. =)
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    Jia you ba !
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    ^ where's my reward?^

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    i oso wish for .....

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    ** wat if ...... **

    ** so sweet. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, July 02, 2007


    TO me.. i'm juz trying my best to finish everytin... i tin i'm too vex becuz of all those toopid damn stuffs.. watever it is.. u pple can dislike mi or mayb hate me.. watever..
    i dun git a damn... seems like i'm a "bad per".. yes... i hav to...
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    Sumtime pple sae it as easy as duno wat shit.. but how bout doing it..? I shall not use NEVER.. okie... nvm.. no one bother to...? fine.. if i had a choice agian.. i will change.. yes... CHANGE.. zZ...
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    Why i'm alw e one who drag u all back.. BAck to main topic.. cant u all juz finish n go...? rather den wasting time there.. tok craps.. yes i noe sumtime we need sum break to tok all tis nonsense... but.. now is not e time.. i'm sick of tis man.. "cant complete ! cant complete !" tis shit keep appearing in my mind... i tin i'm gonna become psychotic.. or hav sum severe illness if tis carries on... DAmn.
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    I'm trying to help by asking u all opinion & ideas... n u pple show mi those "not intersted" attitude or rather "wat's tis..?" expression to mi.. taking so long to ans my Q all tis... half chit chatting half tinking... seems like u dun even noe wat we r doing... OMg.. i get frustrated easily.. i noe becuz of my "attitude".. u pple may start to hav a neg image of me.. okie.. watever. I'm juz to sick. I tin i'll recover oli when all projects are over.. [ nothing is perfect. i noe. ]
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    Psycho mi to tin positively.. yes.. or mayb can leave mi alone... =)
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    THink of my future... wat i wan to work as... i stil cant decide... mind block..... i'm staring in e space... how...? why...? wat...? Sick.
    Is up to mi if i wanna believe or not...
    but e decision is stil mine..
    I dun hav e confident to study well & get into watever Uni.. i tin i'll b wasting $$... ANyway i tin tat will be my dad's $$.. i cant afford my own... I wish i can pay my own sch fees.. rather den alw asking my dad for it... i wanna get bond so tat my dad no need pay for mi.. but nv did i noe tat i fail to... i'm reali upset. sob.
    tis MAkes mi.. dun hav e "heart" to be nurse... so i duno wat to do... like i'm lost..
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    Others told mi i dun hav to be a nurse after graduate.. ya.. i agree.. others sae ............
    Mayb i get influenced by others' suggestions or sumtin easily... so now pple ask mi tis n tat.. i cant ans... i cant decide... i juz study for e sake of studying...? i'm so ........ Arww.. sickening.
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    I love e time when i was in sec 4... but time fly so fast.. =(

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    ** grant my wishes... **

    ** to be better is all i wan. **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, July 01, 2007


    Yester went watch NDP rehearsal 2.. *yawn... OOps.. haa... no lah.. juz tat it's hot... haA ! i dun like to sweat like flooding mah.. hmmz.. den saw my fren there... so qiao.. he in charge of blue sector de.. den saw ah rene oso ar.. LOL ! blur like sotong.. den stil sae saw mi... haiYoz.. slow lah u.. LOL ! xD
    I tin can sae tat yester is a day i eat alot tibits.. cheese is nice.. wahaha.. muz drink lots of water too.. dehydrate le... hee..
    Oh.. actually joining FJ they all go attica.. but den i tired.. haa ! nx time ba... sorry... =)
    on 18th we can go oso mah... LOL ! i can prepare to slp enough 1st... hee....
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    2dae stay at home do project for research... zZ... veri sianz ar... face e computer for at least 3hrs le.. tired man... so sianz.............. aRgh. not yet complete.. .. ..
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    Want to watch huan huan ai epi 5 !!! so qi dai... LOL ! nice show... hee.. =)
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    Tml sch til 6pm.. zZ.. 8am start lehz ! dead. =(
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    cheer.
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    ** whheeee..... **

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
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