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*~ ~ ABOUt me~ ~*



- Joanne -

Birth : ^ 23rd auG ^

Leo / virgO gaL . . .

wish to be better..
Be nice to mi & i'll be nice to u. =)
Love to be in grp of frenz
who hav e same interest wit mi. =)
keEps quieT wheN feeLIng low...
taLks alOt whEn e feelIng cOmes..haa..
like pple whO plaY guitaRs.. haa...
coMics...
CUte baBies... ~
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    Monday, March 31, 2008


    positive thinking !
    cheer~ !
    i will be fined.. =]
    .
    .
    [ *pray ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, March 30, 2008


    tell mi what should i do..

    it's painful still ..

    help mi ..

    everything will be fine..

    *pray.

    .
    .
    i'm worry.
    .
    .
    [[ pls. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;



    Yester went polyc..
    reach there at 910am.
    quite a number of pple there.
    took abt 2 hrs.. zZ.
    after tat went dear's grandma hse eat.
    den watch RULE #1 at tiong bahru..
    hmmm..
    rated 6/10 for it.
    so so oli..
    haha.
    dinner at japanese restaurant.
    forgt e name.
    haha.
    Hav salmon too.. =]
    so nice ! hee.
    & ..
    home sweet home at 10pm.
    both of us r tired yester.
    LOL.
    keep yawning here n there.
    tsk tsk.
    later pple tot we r yawning couple.
    haha.
    yester tad med n slpt at 1am..
    2dae wake at 12pm.
    see... i'm realli tired.
    hmmmz..
    tml noon shift.
    can slp til 10am den wake.
    same thing agian.
    hav to reach SGH earlier.
    hav lunch there.
    den work.
    uh...
    CI will be there tml.
    oh dear.
    i haven do research ! haha.
    stress. stress.
    .
    .
    i hope nothing serious.
    hope i'm alrite.
    *pray..
    .
    .
    [[ cheer~. ]]

    [[ happy working tml ! ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, March 28, 2008


    make mi numb pls.
    i realli cant tad it.
    it's killing mi.
    it make mi teared.
    y am i having so much pain again n again.
    i'm afraid.
    wat's wrong..
    i'm shivering.
    i need help.
    .
    God. pls help mi.
    get rid of e pain.
    pls. pls...
    .
    .
    [[ medication i need u. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, March 26, 2008


    i'm tired !
    3 day morning shifts.
    zZ..
    dark rings n dark rings !
    OMG !
    i gt serious dark ring & eye bag prob !
    sob.
    .
    finally.. afternoon shift tml !!
    .
    CI is on leave for 1 week !!
    hahahaha !
    2dae ZY do NGT insertion.
    not bad.
    =]
    .
    Faeces smell make mi wanna vomit !
    i need mask.
    LOL.
    including babies'..
    grrr.
    .
    2dae we gt to eat free buffet.
    haha.
    sister brim e morning shift gals to 9th floor.
    hahahaha.
    .
    i hope all e staffs in 64s r nice to us..
    i hope during PRCP. the SNs r willing to teach n guide mi..
    i'm so afraid.
    i dun like those get irritated..
    when u ask them Q.
    ask them to repeat, cuz u cant catch up.
    haiz.
    hav to speed up..
    so many things to do..
    =[
    not tat easy la........
    scary n stress.
    wth.
    .
    .
    i will try.......
    .
    if not.....
    i think...
    there's a prob.
    .
    .
    [[ i wish.. ]]
    [[ i hope.. ]]
    [[ envy. i'm waiting for e day to come. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, March 24, 2008


    i'm realli tired 2dae.
    i oli slept for 5hr. =[
    morning shift alw make mi stress.
    ahhaha ! shit.
    cuz i'm afraid tat i may get up late. . .
    uh...
    my legs r tired.
    stand n stand.
    zZ...
    2dae did dressing. =]
    i hope i can git injections. hahaaha.
    tml CI will be there.. =[
    2dae no CI ! =] hahaha.
    .
    my eyes r dry lorz.
    zZ..
    air con so cold..
    zZ..
    .
    tml hav to wake at 4.45am.
    1hr journey..... aRgh ! =[
    i hate tat !
    i hav to stand all e way to dhoby G !
    wth.
    zZ..
    .
    .
    doze off in train juz now.
    zZ..
    nod here n there.
    scare til i wake.
    almost knock onto e person nx to mi.
    i tin everyone there are watching mi. haha.
    at there wonder when i'll lean on e person's shoulder..
    super tired.
    oli time tat i'll doze off in train : attachm, morning shift !
    zZ...
    .
    .
    [[ am i dreaming ? ]]
    .
    [[ y.. alw wan mi to wait.. ]]

    [[ haiz.. those r wat i assumed... *they r e opposite. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, March 23, 2008


    Yester went toa payoh wit wen.
    i bought a pair of shoes ! =]
    i'm so happy !
    cuz it's hard to hunt for one.
    there r sum incidents which make us laugh like siaoz cha bo!
    lame her..
    everytime we go out. laughters is everywhere.
    *happy
    yester she wore her new covered pointed shoes.
    PAIN !
    so she put plasters all over her toes !
    *oops.
    LOL !
    every single toes hav e plasters !
    omg.
    she dun even dare to try shoes man !
    hahahaha.
    blisters n blisters.
    there's one, which she put a small plaster at e R side of her L feet.
    she wore e shoes..
    1min later she take out. *shock
    n laugh n laugh saying:
    " eh !! my small plaster gone liaoz ! "
    i tad a look at e L side of her L feet..
    eh. ya hor. GONE !
    i check her shoe..
    dun hav leh..
    end up i saw !!
    noe where....
    is at e R side of her L feet.!
    i look at e wrong side. so is she. !
    LAME HER !
    we laugh n laugh in e shoes shop.
    she sae:
    " i put so many plasters i oso 4gt which side i put.."
    LOL ! tis is too lame !!!
    .
    .
    friendship for 12yrs? if not wrong.
    a gd fren of mine.. =]
    she's someone.
    happy-go-lucky kind.
    v easy going..
    haha.
    though she look ah lian.
    hav tattoos all over her body lidat.
    but she not realli tat kind of "yaya" ah lian.
    hahahaha.
    wat am i toking. LOL !
    ok.
    she's a nice fren.
    oh....


    i accidentally click e button n captured tis. ooPS ! haha.

    =]
    .
    .
    .
    after meeting her..
    i met up wit Siong at 9pm.
    rush home. put my stuff n tad safra card..
    went northp..
    we watch The Orphanage.. (spanish)
    hmm.. not bad..
    horror/thriller movie..
    sumore i watch at nite..
    i abit scared. =x
    LOL !
    rated it 7/10..
    after movie bout 11pm.

    hungry !
    hahaha.
    so we went 925 to hav supper for mi n dinner for him.
    eat n eat..
    he missed his last train.
    oops.
    xi shen le~..
    i duno how he gt home.
    walk...
    hahaha.
    ok.
    home sweet home at 12.15am. =]
    .
    .
    shall cut my finger nails.
    iron my uniform for tml ! =]
    i dun like attachm cuz is far.. =[
    1hr journey... *yawn..
    no seats.. worst. stand all e way. haiz.
    .
    .
    .
    now i know..
    love u. =]
    .
    .
    [ hugs ]
    -
    [[ buz buz from tml onwards.]]
    -
    [[ i really hope my dark rings will vanish in a week. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Saturday, March 22, 2008


    i'm alw having dreams every night.
    quite tired. haha.
    .
    .
    anyway.
    i think i shld look forward for e attachm nx week.
    .
    .
    out later. =]
    to laugh.
    .
    better den ...
    ...
    .
    .
    i'm feeling blue.
    tok to mi if u pple can cheer mi up. =]
    esp.. jokes.
    .
    .
    some juz dun understand..
    * ego..
    .
    .
    i dun hav to say too much.
    useless.
    [tok to myself.]
    .
    .
    [ brain wash ]
    [ distract mi. ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, March 21, 2008


    Tat guy look like my cousin !
    haha.
    no wonder i find him so familiar..
    oh. i think he's cute.
    when he turn n smile.. saying: "Huh?"
    nice smile he gt ! omg.
    his teeth r shining white ! LOL.
    i'm crazy.
    haha.
    his eyes can dian ren !! * i almost gt dian dao.
    eyelashes r long too !
    oh man.
    i'm jealous. haha.
    juz tat his height is aro 171cm oli ?
    haha. oops.
    y am i so observant.
    .
    at 1st my mum said : he look like ur cousin..
    den i sae: ya lorz! no wonder...
    mum: n u noe oso look like who ?
    me: who??
    mum: a little bit look like ur si hao. (dear)
    me: OMG. u muz b kidding. a shadow of him oso dun hav ! anyhow say. LOL !!
    he n dear is differ k. haa.
    .
    .
    when he left.
    i sae to mum: ya. realli look like cousin. but dun look like si hao la. anyhow say. LOL.
    mum: ya la. dun look like la. look like cousin. a bit mix blood kind features. haha.
    me: ya lorz.. so nice. hahaha. * crazy mi crazy over his eyes n eyelashes!
    .
    fireworks start in mummy's heart when she told mi...
    mum: juz now he tot i'm old cuz u all grown up already. den he sae i look so yang !
    * laugh + happy expression...
    me: u muz be happy rite... firework start liaoz rite !
    mum: siaoz cha bo! hahahaha.
    .
    .
    ok. wake up. he's gone.
    hahahaha.
    .
    .
    boring day at home 2dae.
    hmmmm..
    i wan to go out tml..
    but not comfirmed if .. =[
    cuz i tin sun i'll b at home.
    den mon attachm.
    uh...
    .
    .
    i juz dun understand y.
    sometimes i wonder ...
    .
    .
    [[ if u realli know mi. ]]
    [[ haiz. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;



    Yester went to find dear at compass.
    we went to hav pizza..
    haha.
    heaty.
    i hav tiramisu too. =]
    of cuz not in e pizza hut la.
    .
    .
    hmm.
    duno tml meeting him not.
    zZ..
    =/
    .
    .
    yester had a nite mare.
    zZZ !
    i witness a lady in her 40s jump off from a buliding..
    somemore gt e sound.. *booUM...
    i think e body were in pieces.. eeeek ! bloody !
    wah lao.
    xia si wo.
    hai wo dun dare to slp when i woke up in e middle of e nite.
    LOL.
    zsd.
    .
    .
    i feel so sianz.
    attachm attachm~..
    uh... =(
    i wan to work..
    $$ $$..
    where u.
    LOL.
    .
    .
    -----------------------

    [[ i wan sweetness. ]]

    [ u dun understand. ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, March 19, 2008


    at swensen
    wat's tis. LOL.

    * drunk - like real



    i'm sleepy.

    -----------------------------
    Wen come n find mi 2dae.
    bought lunch for mi.
    haha ! quite some time since we last met.. =]
    den we went northp at 5+pm..
    buy colour lens for my frenz n myself.. =]
    den eat long john..
    went chong pang.
    den home sweet home.
    she skip sch oso. LOL.
    lame her.
    .
    decide not to go clarke 2nite.
    sorry juan.
    cuz i tin i need slp !
    dark rings dark rings..
    arrwww....
    so... decide not to go le..
    sumore sure v tired.
    haiz.
    so so so....
    all e neg stuff...
    hard to psycho mi. haha. oops.
    .
    .
    i wan to buy outing shoes.
    but....
    my giant feet..
    make mi so disappointed + sad la.
    haiz.
    so unfair.
    i'm afraid of wearing those cover shoes.
    PAIN & BLISTERS ! omg.
    i dun wan to torture my feet. =x
    .
    being feeling v hungry tis few days.
    LOL.
    put on weight pls...
    haha.

    [[ it is so unfair . ]]

    [ i stil haven read up. zZ ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Tuesday, March 18, 2008


    photos at town. LOL.



    we were too boring.


    stupid face she gt. hahahahah!


    too lame.
    .
    .
    boring day..
    i'm hungry.
    i wanna eat nice food.
    ggrrr...
    haha.

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, March 17, 2008


    Dear haven send mi e others photos we took.
    so i oli gt 2..

    he dropped e lemon into my ice water ~!
    n pple tot it was for washing hands. hahahaha !
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    i saw tis uncle.. wan pian xiao mei mei.
    OMG.
    scary ! hahahaah!
    so i took out phone n captured !
    .
    .
    finally.
    i can upload.
    haha.


    yh's birth cake.

    yh & mi.


    yh, mi, wy.


    5 of us ! hav fun ! =]
    .
    .
    Yester went suntec again. food fair's last day.
    but tis time wit jen.
    hahaha.
    we reach there 6+pm..
    we hav satays.
    taiwan sausage
    cooked salmon sushi * not nice lah. haha.
    pineapple rice
    honey chicken chop
    abalone shark fins soup
    hahaha.
    we spent $14?
    cuz jen din eat much la.. & she's full.
    LOL.
    den da bao for dear oso.
    initially sae 9pm knock off.
    den sae 10pm.
    den sae 11pm !
    kns.
    jen n mi reach summerset at 9pm..
    tot of waiting til 10pm.
    so we sit at e bench near heeren.
    pple keep looking at us.
    duno is it mistaken us as PROS.
    LOL !!
    cuz e way jen sit realli look like waiting for FISH lidat.
    hahaha.
    sumore she wear shorts
    den one sided off shoulder top
    she didnt brim bag oso.
    when i told her tis.
    she keep PIAK-ING MI..
    wahahah !
    we took pic n laugh there. ugly photos.
    n tok nonsense.
    & she imitate e China's PROS..
    wah lao.
    i tot her mouth gt fish ar !
    tok til so funny.
    siao ding dong.
    .
    so when dear sae 11pm den knock off,
    i decided to pass him e food n headed home.
    i feel so tired after tat.
    haha.
    acc jen to walk to dhoby G.
    legs so tiring.
    i slept well yester.
    finally... =]
    which i dun hav to flip here n there trying to slp..
    .
    stay at home e whole day todae.
    rest.
    bro cooking dinner i tin. =]
    evening going jogging. =]
    cuz 2weeks no exercise le.
    .
    one more week.
    & i'll be buz.
    .
    ---------------------------
    [[ miss.. ]]
    [[ laughters ! ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, March 16, 2008


    Fri went west mall wit frenz.
    LOL.
    jen n zx meet 1st.
    follow by mi n yh.
    den wy went to look for us after her work at clementi.
    so funny tat day.
    i purposely ask wy to buy cake after her work. so tat yh had no idea of wat's going on.
    end up we all accidentally meet there. *faint
    LOL.
    so bo bian.
    change plan.
    went to eat pasta.
    cuz west mall realli v sianz.
    not much restaurants.
    i accidentally broke e one n oli candle when i was lighting it's end. so tat it can stick.
    cuz wy was holding to e cake. plastic bag n everything.
    when i broke it.. i look at wy n sae : OH ! !
    n she sae: wat..??
    "i broke e candle!"
    den we burst into laughters. [we were so kan jiong becuz we took so long. *suspicious.]
    laught non stop. n gt no strenght to carry e cake.
    i cant control my laughters.
    i laugh all e way to pasta mania there.
    n i duno y.
    hahahaha.
    on e spot i juz feel tat it's so funny !
    .
    tat day i really hav fun wit them.
    chit chatting wit them n laugh !!
    so nice~. =]
    but duno y tat nite i cant slp.
    hahahaha. tin laugh too much. =x
    .
    i cant upload e photo in com.
    see how ba.. =[
    .
    .
    Yester went food fair at suntec wit dearling.
    waited for him at bishan mrt cuz he went to buy tix ( 10,000 BC show)
    * he sae he cant find mi at e platform there. zZ.. own gf oso duno how to recognise. LOL stil walk pass mi. *
    den we headed to suntec.
    haha.
    too hungry.
    eat n eat.
    crowded too.
    smoky n oily too ! eeeeeek.
    i tin we spent $24 there.
    we hav:
    shark fin soup
    siew mai
    honey roasted chicken
    brown rice drink ? * i juz take cuz of hign iron. LOL. tasteless.
    scallops
    grassjelly
    japanese pizza
    otah
    sugarcane drink
    icecream
    .
    hahahah. so nice. i can eat ! so happy !
    but all e heaty stuff.
    after tat went back to bishan to watch e show.
    not bad. nice ! =]
    den we hav swensens for dinner.
    spent alot !
    nx week eat bread n water liaoz.
    LOL.
    .
    .
    i cant upload e pic.
    nx time.
    .
    i wan to eat sushi !
    i'm waiting.
    i'm hungry.
    gggrrrr....
    .
    .
    YEster nite was horrible.
    i was trying to slp so tat my dark rings will be better.
    end up e stupid aircon spoilt in e middle of e nite !
    wth !
    water leaking.
    my mum use a pail. *like kampong
    so on fan to slp.. listening to tat di di sound of e water droplets. zZ...!
    after few hrs, elder bro was back.
    on e stupid aircon.
    but i duno y it can work again.
    lousy air con.
    i din slp well.
    aRGH !
    dark rings becoming worst.
    sux.
    n i duno y tis few days i cant slp.
    zZZ...

    --------------------------

    [[ damn aircon. ! ]]

    [ i wan to eat sushi ! ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, March 14, 2008


    i gt my results..
    eeee...
    not realli happy wit it..
    lucky i passed 2035 if not i shall die.
    i knew wat grade i'm going to get for tat paper.
    zZ...
    GPA is abt e same as last sem lorz.
    kns.
    no improvement !
    from year one til now e same !
    my standard is alw aro there la.
    zZ..
    -
    but i din expect my bio to get an A.
    i tot is B or B + ..
    tis is e oli module i'm happy with. >.<
    -
    Felt dehydrated tis week.
    i tin i lost 500g.
    LOL !
    aiya.
    i wan to put on weight. !
    zZ !
    what shld i do.
    ggrr.... oh man..
    -
    din jog for 1 week.
    nx week ? or mayb coming sun.
    -
    i wanna eat sushi !
    when can i ?
    though now no more pain.
    hmmm...
    craving.............
    -
    i duno wat's wrong wit rene.
    seems like she's alw having moodswing.
    ggrrr.
    alw ask her out she will git replies like.. "see how.." , "comfirm wit u later", "duno.. see my mood"..
    wah lao.
    like tat v hard leh.
    zZ...
    -
    Later going out wit sec sch frenz.
    celeb yh birth..
    i guess rene wun join us.
    >.<
    -
    -
    i'm short of $..
    i stil owe frenz $.
    LOL.
    jialat.
    sooner or later i'll announce i'm bankrupt.
    .
    .
    i'm going to try slping at 11pm daily.
    cuz my dark rings r becoming from bad to worst ! =[
    aRGH !
    shitty.
    .
    .
    1 more week to enjoy.
    i need to read up.. haiz.
    .
    .
    NO RAINY DAYS PLS.
    .
    ------------------------

    [[ save mi. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, March 12, 2008


    Yester went Northp wit jen to hav dinner.
    den she acc mi to my dental appointm..
    reach there 15min early. 8pm.
    wait til 830pm..
    stupid.
    tat time i ask e dentist if removing suture will cuz mi pain not.
    he sae no..
    kns.
    yester my mouth stil abit swollen.
    need to open my mouth big den he remove.
    e moment he touch my gums....
    aRwww..... pain~....
    den he remove.........
    wow~~~~.... damn painful.......!!!
    i almost teared..
    my tears stuck there. LOL.
    but realli lorz..
    my wound is stil swollen lehz !
    aRwww.... gt 2 stitches to remove..
    den he sae pain ar?
    OF CUZ LAH. Idiot.
    den he sae can git mi a jab if i wan.
    so i sae dun wan.
    waste $$.. so i bear wit it lorz. zZZZ!
    qi si wo ! =[
    den bite on cotton wool..
    i feel like crying man. LOL.
    eh.. is my natural respond for tat damn painful experience.
    but i cooled dw. zhen shi de.
    so no tears dropped. hahaha.
    .
    so i decide le.
    i'll remove e other one one mth or 2 later lorz.
    bo bian liaoz.
    zZ..
    let my gums rest 1st..
    haha.
    zhen shi de.
    qi si ren.
    .
    but after e suture removed.
    my mouth is better. yes !
    recovering le !!
    not much pain. =]
    but stil hav to eat e antibiotics..
    .
    .
    i can eat nice food soon~~~~...
    i'm waiting... =]
    .
    .
    oh. grape is nice. i like. =]
    .
    .
    it's raining agian.
    flooding soon!
    LOL.
    rainy day.
    troublesome.
    umbrella.
    ella. ella.
    zZ...
    -------------------------
    [[ how can i solve it in a easier way ? ]]
    [[ i miss it. cuz of e op. =[ ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Tuesday, March 11, 2008


    Rain n rain tis few days...
    borrrriinnnggg.........
    ggrr..
    zZ...
    staying at home so many days.
    all e worms crawled out of my body already.
    meaning.
    i already decomposed..
    LOL !!!!
    .
    .
    e whole day at home..
    watch drama online.
    watch tv.
    eat.
    slp.
    nth much.
    i din go jogging.
    cuz e moment i jog.
    i can feel e pain at my swollen gum. although is recovering.. =[
    .
    shld i remove e R one on tis fri ?
    or mon ?
    or shld i wait til my L totally recover 1st?
    but e prob is....
    i gt no more holidae..
    after nx week will b attachm time.
    how can i get 5 days MC ?
    Wth.
    & after attachm sch reopen..
    no more holidae...
    aRgh.!
    how....??!
    i cant afford to skip sch for 5 days.
    i shall die.
    i dun wan to go for make up class for clinical skills.
    i will miss out lots of sch work.
    stupid.
    i hate tis !!
    i wonder if my stupid tooth can tahan not..
    but i tin e most is 1 or 2 mth ?
    Wth.
    y both tooth so gan jiong wan come out at e same time.
    stupid.
    duno how to wait meh..
    wah lao..
    zZZZ!
    .
    .
    i duno how lah..
    idiot..
    .
    .
    my mouth look weird.?! eeeek.
    --------------------

    [[ i'm dying.. save mi. ]]

    [[[ idiot. ]]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, March 10, 2008


    sO so boring staying at home...
    feel hungry all e time ! =[
    haiz...
    but..
    my mouth is better...
    not tat swollen le.. yes. =]
    it sumhow affect my other teeth?
    i feel e pain..
    zZ...
    .
    .
    2 more weeks.
    attachm starts..
    =[
    .
    .
    i wanna eat nice food !
    i'm so so so hungry.
    =[
    .
    .
    i wan to eat sushi..
    but nt now... =[
    .
    .
    ggrrrr.....
    ----------------------------

    [[ watching dou niu yao bu yao epi 9 le !.! haha. ]]

    [[ sushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...............! ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Sunday, March 09, 2008


    i'm having pain now !
    gggrrrr...
    sumhow regret removing e tooth..
    my mouth now swell x2 compared to yester's..
    i'm moody + sianz..
    i cant go out todae to join my frenz..
    sob.
    i din slp well yester.
    becuz of e pain.
    i cant brush my teeth properly.
    i cant eat properly.
    i cant hav nice food.
    i take so long to eat 2 slices of bread.
    zZ...>!
    i hope by tue it heals..
    .
    Opening mouth cuz mi to hav pain oso.
    gently touch oso cuz pain.
    WTH !
    i duno wat my gums wan..
    arwww...
    how i wish tis is e last time to suffer.
    but there r 3 more to come.
    e R one ( nx fri) .. n e upper ones ( mayb yrs later)..
    so suX-ing..
    .
    so sadddddd....
    stuck at home for e whole 5 days?
    i'm rotting.
    pain n more pain is wat i get.
    @#$% ....!
    .
    & stupid tin is..
    e ponstan oli gt 10 pills.
    each dae, tad 2 pills for 3 times.. means 8hrly..
    tat mean i oli can tad 5 times..
    now i oli left 2 pills !
    for evening time den tat's it.
    they shld git sumore ?
    or i shld tad panadol when i hav pain?
    any pill to prevent swelling ? haiz.
    .
    .
    how many more days..........
    i feel tired..
    & i dun feel like toking..
    3/4 of e day i'm keeping quiet.
    my mouth feel so heavy.
    like 1 or 2 fish is hidding inside my mouth.
    zZ..
    .
    .
    sorry i cant join u all to hav fun !
    =[
    enjoy ya~.
    Happy advance birthdae to shing ! =]
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    [[ who can relieve my pain & swelling... ]]

    [[[ help~. ]]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Saturday, March 08, 2008


    Yester was quite tired..
    so can sae tat i slept well yester despite having e pain. * better after taking e med *
    wake up at 10am todae. early wor~.. haha.
    cuz i tot i'll slp til 12pm..
    hmmm..
    when my mum saw mi. she sae.. :" oh.. ur lips so pale. no blood circulation.. haha."
    so i sae.." yester already lost all e blood while removing e tooth le.. "
    so she nag n sae " ask u to take tonic stuff u dun wan. u alw forgt.. "
    ggrrrr...
    2dae my mouth swell !
    so funny.. like L side is puffy.. zZ..
    but i already plan not to go out 2dae le.
    stay at home n eat porridge oli.. poor mi~..
    duno if tml i can join juan they all to celeb shing birthdae not.
    zZ... if i join them i oso cant eat nice food.. oli soft diet. LOL.
    pray tat it heal fast. dun let mi suffer.....! ggrr.. =[
    .
    .
    so nx week fri going remove another one.
    sat meeting ling.
    aiyo.
    wit my swelling mouth?!
    LOL. so ugly.
    he going cook porridge for mi? hmmm...
    let's see.. haa.
    .
    .
    braces is painful.
    oli for e 1st few days after e dentist adjust it..
    other den tat is alrite..
    tat 2yrs hav pass !
    n i'm so happy.. cuz i'm pain free~.
    but now..
    becuz i had wore braces b4.
    now removing wisdom tooth is a muz.
    haiz.
    sad la.
    wan pretty need suffer so long + so many times ! =[
    n oso need alot $$... wah lao.
    y i so suay one.
    .
    .
    while e NS man r so gd lorz.
    they remove no need $ de ?!
    wah lao.
    LOL.
    -
    -
    i now watching dou niu yao bu yao..
    not bad. nice.. hee. =]
    now at epi 3..
    stil gt 13 epi to go~.. haha.
    so now my holidae is to spent time at home watching e show.
    LOL.
    no work at all....! =[
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    [[ heal faster ! =) ]]

    [[[ vit C. i need u . ]]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Friday, March 07, 2008


    ggggrrrrr.. =[
    i juz hav my wisdom tooth op. =[
    my mouth is so tired after tat.. =[
    sour ! =[
    open for e whole 1 hr. =[
    my mouth becom bigger le lah ! =[
    realli tiring... =[
    exp too ! =[
    e dentist oso having a hard time trying to extract tat stupid tooth hidden inside my gum. =[
    .
    .
    Ling dar meet mi 2dae.. we watch The Water horse.. =]
    after tat..
    dinner b4 i go for dental appointm at 630pm. =[
    .
    reach there. i'm nervous..... heart pumping fast !
    den..
    start..
    2 jab of LA.. local anesthesia.
    not tat painful.
    after awhile.
    start e drilling. cutting. sawing. digging ! omg.
    my mouth open for tat one hr.
    is so so so so so tiring. =[ x10
    i feel all e drilling, vibration, cracking sound. wah lao. although half of my mouth is numb.
    den keep doing suction. all my saliva + blood + water saline.. zZ...
    my mouth almost crack !
    after bout 35min..
    i realli cant tahan.
    n i oso cant talk properly.
    so i type on phone n show e dentist : how long more? i need to go toilet already !
    LOL. n he tot wat i wan to tell him.. to see e phone..
    den he sae: tell mi if u realli hav to go..
    zZ.. i already sae i need to go le wat..
    so i git him 10more min..
    but i realli cannot make it liaoz !
    LOL. so i raise hand. so he noe la. zZ...
    so i rush to e toilet like siaoz !
    after tat. CONT. e op..
    wah lao.
    i keep wishing tat e op end in 5min time man !
    gggrrrr !
    i keep distracting myself..
    tin about other tins.
    after all e digging n drilling.....
    finally ! after bout 1hr +... zZ...
    thk god ! now i can close my mouth !!!!
    i cant tok after tat. so i use sms to ask e dentist Q. LOL.
    i keep asking will it b pain or wat ..
    so PAIN is an impt 5th vital signs ! hahahahaha!
    -
    -
    now.. my numbness is going off... =[
    i dun wan to feel e pain ! =[ x 10
    i gt 4 medications in all..
    2 pack of antibiotics.
    1 pack of ponstan.
    n mouth wash. antiseptic one.
    .

    .
    nx tue going back to remove e suture.
    haiz. sad la. nx fri going to remove another one. =[
    aRwwww.. enough la.
    i'm like having nitemare ! x2 =[
    EXP !!!! hmmp! =[
    e dentist himself sae both op is abt e same.
    now sae nx op wan charge mi $50 more. how can lidat.
    wah lao ! i'm not happy bout tis lorz !
    n tat shit receptionist. sae okok will ask Dr bout it.
    end up oso charge mi tat amt. kns ! say for e sake of saying. i'm sure she din bother to ask lorz.
    aRGH! ass.
    -
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    -----------------------

    [[ i feel e pain now... oh. shit. sob. ]]

    [[[ grrrr... ]]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Wednesday, March 05, 2008


    2dae stayed at home e whole day. quite boring.
    i waked up earlier 2dae. miracle ya..?
    at 11++am. haha. cuz normally i slp til 1pm ! omg....
    i hope during attachm period i get enough slp ! zZ..
    .
    .
    SUnday at PS. On e way home le~.

    no skill la. haha. but sumhow i like blurred pic. =]


    hide behind him. see e differ?


    now he hide behind mi. he so happy. cuz my face look big ! eeeeeEK. LOL.

    we are not wearing e same colour. haha.
    i knew he is going to wear tis collar shirt. wahaaha ! =p

    oh btw. my face gt fairer not? i noe i cant compare wit ling's. cuz his is toooooo WHITE ! wahahaha. oooops.
    whenever we tad pics. it is so obvious. our skin tone is totally differ ! LOL.
    like his skin tone is "1".. mine is "5".. hahaha.
    -
    -
    Now Ling find mi irritating liaoz..
    hmmmmm.
    he shall be tortured.
    i'll make sure i irritate him til he become siaoz !
    LOL. who cares~.
    let's hav lots of laughters & fun.. heh heh.
    spread ur contagious laughters quick !
    .
    wat i dislike..

    alw show mi he's "irritated". kns.
    e tone he used. realli KNS !! *no more honeymoon. only honeylemon. sour sour sour~.
    i'm so fed up after hearing. ARgh !
    better stop tat b4 i yelled back at u !
    grrrrr....... =/
    hur~.
    .
    .
    but sounds better 2dae as he sae he love mi.
    wahahahaha ! ok. my anger vanished.
    .
    -
    -
    Yester went causeway wit Siong. we watch death note "L".
    not bad. i noe alot of u had already watched e show. hahaha!
    ya. finally i watched le ! =]
    8/10 ? hmmm...
    dun eat too much sugar. bad for health. although is a source for energy. haha.
    straighten ur back when walk. hahahahah!
    "L".. is pronouced as "L le" for e japanese..? hahahaha ! =p
    and causeway cathay's aircon realii free one !
    V V V v v v cold ! lucky gt jacket ! haha. freeeeeeeeeeze.
    -
    -
    tml is XQ 's birthdae ! haha..
    sad. she hav to work tml! noon shift sumore ! =/
    let's see... hmmmmmm...
    -
    -
    fri is coming. i'm scared. aRwwww.
    numb mi. quick ! =[
    -
    -
    envy.......... grrrr..
    ---------------------------
    [[[ dun mess wit mi. ]]]

    [ left 2weeks plus. ]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;

    Monday, March 03, 2008


    I'm super ...
    irritated la..
    my com realli......
    OLD LIAOZ !
    virus virus..
    speed so slow...!
    hang here & there.
    i hate e small clock coming out ! saying no respond !
    wah lao !
    wait n wait.
    shit !
    e printer is oso e same !
    sux lorz.
    e ink oso.
    wo shi qi dao~~~~....................................... yao bao liaoz !!
    zZZZ....
    okie. nvm. forgt it.
    i use other method.
    zhen de shi....
    mei you yong ar !!
    -
    -
    went for dental appointm.
    10min = $40..
    normal polishing of teeth lorz..
    i stil cant figure out wat's e differ between polish n scaling lehz.
    ok.
    i tin my teeth r too clean.
    haha !
    he like didnt clean much kind.
    i felt tat i waste my $ ..
    i gt tis one particular teeth..
    super sensitive la!
    pain ! pain !
    e moment he clean tat teeth.
    wah lao.
    my expression change la !
    b4 tat i sae tat my lower teeth is sensitive..
    den he sae is alrite one.. ( he tot i'm saying e one tat gt fillings , which mayb common to feel tat way)..
    & x2 he clean tat teeth.. i was like.. aRwwwww....
    he was gentle la. he like taking his time lorz.
    i realli tin is far too clean.
    so he like slack here n there. haha ! kns !
    i wan whitening la actually.. but is EXP !! $1888? haha.
    ok. back here. so i ask him y am i feeling tat pain sensation when e teeth is like in gd condition.. no decay or sumthing.. den he sae is becuz of my gums.. uh...
    stupid. so he gave mi a sample of sensodye toothpaste.. haha.
    i hope tat sensodye can help.
    enough of spending on teeth.
    i'm broke la.
    -
    Went to cut my thick fringe after tat.
    hmmmmm...
    eh.....
    haha.
    -
    i'm stil not prepared for e wisdom tooth to be removed tis fri.
    i'm afraid of e post-op.
    CRY~.. LOL.
    grrrr....
    after one remove. another one again !
    =[
    scare scare !! help~.
    i'm not afraid of e injections.
    they r not pain.
    oli after e numbness had gone.. den ..... aRww.
    -
    -
    i cant work.
    sad la.
    -
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    arwwwwWW....
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    [[ make mi numb... ]]

    [[ cool dw. ]]

     - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
    You make me sweet~.
    ;