yester.. help my *bf tad sumtin important... haa.. spent my 1hr++ there... almost fidgeting all e way... i cant sit there for long.. LOL.... yeah~... one meal is owed.. from *bf to mi.. wahahaha~.. sakae sushi...??! or..... sumtin else...??! LOL..... =p
MOvie!! MOVie !! lalala~....

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2dae... actually going class bbQ.. but den.. make up my mind.. not to go le... cuz i dun wanna eat BBQ stuffs... bad for mi.. harmful to mi.. haa... eh.. pple noe y lah hor..??! haa.... yeah~.. i'm lidat... i control myself not to hav all tis stuffs... for e sack of ...... erM.. ya~... quite miserable sumtimes... weLL.. nvM... i will try to slp earlier... n drink lots of water...

*Sorry guys... din join u pple for e BBQ... =x

so i stay at hm to search info for my bio project.... i gt sum plans, grp members~.. hope it's useful... =)
meeting at airport... on 2nd of jan 2007 ! holidae nehz... haa.. no choice... quick quick finish den can relax abit uh... ?! lalala~... **pray pray**

i divide e work for u pple so is easier... hope we all do our parts & produce e work on time... so tat we can quickly wrap up everytin & not last min.. k.. hee.. =)

jia you~...!

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i hav to learn to be ..... .....

i hav to learn to have no expectation from e one..

i hav to learn to be better..

i hav to learn to be a nice one...

i hav to learn to ... be a close-to-perfect one to e one's one...

i hav alot to learn...

i hav to learn to slp earlier...

i hav to learn to be hardworking..

i hav to learn to manage my time...

i hav to.. & i had to....

i will try to..... =)

i realise i gt high expectation from myself... as in...... sumtin.. when it dun come out e way i wan.. i will tend to be in bad mood... frustrated... = l
bear wit mi pple~...?!

but den... i alw tin tat it's unfair ... i alw tin tat i'm not suppose to b like tis...
Judgement from others...... judement from ownself....... oh no..... better pls...?!

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** close-to-perfect ... is wat i wan... of myself. **

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

haiZya... duno wat"s wrong wit my internet lehz... like so lag... den like duno wat... cant log in msn.. qSw... uh....... den finally now den can... duno is com gt virus or sumtin... cant upload pic here... so... i tin other dae ba... =)

bro n dad were back yester... LOL... they bought sum stuff back... duno y i keep laughing... mayb it will b differ if is mi n my mum go... haa~.... okie... my bro bought mi a pair of ear rings... haa... OMG... i cant stand him sia... sae cute... i sae i wan nice.. but not cute de lorz... zSD... wan mi act cute lidat.. haa... ZSBL... TEDDY BEAR.....?! okie... nvm... hee...

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tis 2 dae.. stay at home rot... zzZ.... stay at home do my hw... oli do abit lah... study few lect oli... oli read thru... hao guo mei you rite~... hee... but den... haiz... holidae goin over... my holidae mood.... stil there alw..... aiyaya.... haa.. die die.... = l

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2ml... project meeting at 11am to 2pm i tin... hope we gt to do sumtin... den quick quick finis... haiz..... how...... pple.... how~... tell mi....... = l
i'm so lazy le..... how...... wat happen........?!

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31st.... going meet up frenz... duno they can or not.... if not... oso stay at hm rot liaoz... pple ask mi out den... haa.. so fast.... 2007... OMG.... !!
i wish e dae dun arrive... haa... cuz... it's going sch reopen..! Oh no.............. den.. attachment.... den.... exams... den attchment agian.......... Oh MY MY......... my..... MY......! LOL.... buz mi.... once sch reopen................. haiz.... sad ar.. sad ar...... =(

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**** sad ar sad ar.... ****

**** better one pls.... ****

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

i"m alw sbd....

Time juz wouldnt stop for mi...

juz 5 min...??

haiZ...

so shitty....

=(

alw like tat...................

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

oH pple... looK at tis Photo... LOL....

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seeMs like we r going to market... haa... =p



oh... do we hav e looks of ...? haa.. XD

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yeS... finaLLy i watChed nite in e museum.... haa... cute show... nice...!! i laUgh like duno wat.. no image... haa.... XD
oh ya... now den i foUnd out something... gt pple pay for cinemas tix... git $50 den get back change $1.. stil wan go liaoz... LOL... 2 tix for $49.. i tin we can watch GOLD CLASS liaoz...! if i din sae or wat.. i tin bye bye liaoz... haa..... zSd.... wat'S wrong wit both of them...?? no need like tat mah.. though is X'mas eve... LOL... tsk tsk tsk....
aND oso.. found out... gt pple sit rite in front of mi & yet my hp ring.. & is e per rite in front of mi call de lorz....! zSBL.... not once.. but twice... hp reali so lousy ar.. haa.... scAre mi lorz... tot is pple gt e phone & call mi... so is din lock keypad... zzZZ... LOL... & my reaction is so exaggerate.... haa.. sHHhhhh................... okie... shall not sae sumore of e mistakeS out...
waT a blur one.... oh man.... waKe up !! haa....!

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wEnt ah ma hse after movie... eat dinner... den like nth much to do.. so chit chat wit coUsin... saying when i'M yang.. how my mum alw scold mi all tis... LOL... i alw laugh.... cuz mum alw use e same methods man...! ZSBL....
weLL... i went hOme bout 9pm... cuz is really sianz... haa...

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*** sometimes it seemS... incredible... so real.. so ... ***



oh yes... i'm alw tinking of u... WYNZH.... =)

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

2dae.. stay at home.. actually meeting fren go eat swensen.. haa.. but den end up cancel it... tired ar... so tell him other dae ba...

stay at home rot.. do project stuff... haiz.. i scare cant finish lehz... jialat.. bio haven start.. oh god.. help~.... ! = l

zzZz.... one week of break going over~.... uh......... so fast..... haiyoyoZ.... zSd..... tsk tsk tsK...

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Bro & dad going bangkok 2dae... leaving at evening time i tin... ask my bro help mi buy tins back.. LOL... duno he will buy not.. see his pattern.. tin wun lah.... wun shop de... zzZ.... haa... juz now he told mi wat going japan.. tokyo... i sae : WAT..?? AGIAN WAT U SAE...?? U ALL GOING JAPAN...?? SURE NOT... end up he sae... : u mean wat..?? we not going japan lah.. i sae de is e plane lah... got go pass japan lah...
CHEy...! i tot realli go bangkok liaoz den go japan... siaoz... lidat i sure pack my tins now straight go wit them liaoz ! LOL.... XD

they will be back on 25th dec...

quiet house... LOL....


i going spent my christmas eve wit my ah yi they all... =)
so long din c my cousin liaoz... haa...
it's time to go visit them...

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i wanna watch nite in museum.. no one pei mi watcH.. sad sia... seems like no one is free...

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*** ............ ***

*** no one... ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

heY pple.. back here to blog.. tiring dae.. wahaha~.... XD

tue din go out.. stay at hm rot.. cuz continuous daes of outing were quite tiring de.... so decide to rest at home...
den tin wat to do for my BOY... LOL... yes.. his first cry of e dae... wondering wat to git.. hmmz.. after tinking for 2 daes... den decide to.... wahahaha~... maKE a simPle breakfast for him~... TA DA ...! haa... seems siMple... but den... frying e he bao egg is realli wat for mi sia.. LOL... wake my mUm up at 8am in e morning to help mi testing 1st ( though i wake at 6+ .. haa.. ).. c liaoz den i hide here n there from e oil's poping.. n finally.... i got e he bao egg w/o breaking e yolk... wahaha.... after frying i feel so hot sia... LOL.. cuz i was there saying : " OMG... er year.... wo pa...! e oil wan pop liaoz... LOL .. " * hiding here & there * Oh my... tat's seem so exaggerate rite... haa.. but den.. after sec2 of my home econ class.. i din dare to fry any food using oil... LOL.... so tis is e time i was back to try agian... XD
finally... den after making e breakfast... i quickly go change & get ready to go his hse.. not surprise him.. but to SHOCK him.. LOL... was scare e food cold liaoz den not nice liaoz... so there praying... quick quick reach... duno he wake up le not.. duno he got gone elsewhere den not at hm not.. haa... my BP rise sia... but end up .. lucky .. of wat i expected... haa.. YEAH! XD
a nice one yeah..?? hee... except for e milk rite~... lalalala~... i oli put there for nice nice oli... haa.. too late oh~... =p
den plus cards tat i make for him.. wasnt realli nice of e drawing... cuz my arts...... well pple.. u all noe... i'm not tat creative though i'm a left hander... come out.. oli okie okie oli lorz.. but nvm... i alw tin tat e since-rity tat counts... haa.... =)
yes.. took mi 4hrs to do... not last min do one... haa... of cuz not~....
but e breakfast of cuz muz last min... imagine i mon already make liaoz... tin by tat time rot liaoz... LOL...
Oh.. suppose to meet him at 1.15pm at pasir... LOL.. tat's how i tricked him... i mean... not tricked... erm... is ... haa... juz wanting him to SHOCk... haa... & i indirectly ask him Q so tat i make sure he will b at hm... haa~.... =p

yeah~.. enjoy myself yester.. but.. sleepy.. haa....! they went eat steamboat.. oh i mean we all.. LOL... oh.. steamboat... i was sitting there like a status... haa... cuz steamboat mah~... shhhhhh........ pple u noe y rite... so i no need say le oh~.. hee.. =p

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hmmz.. later going find my BOY for dinner.... =)

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* yes...! "melted"... =) *

* time to work on my project le... *

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

oH pple... juz trying to figure out sumtin..... LOL..



aCting xxxx...


aR..... no no NO..............!


okIE~... tis is my style... LOL... dun git mi tat kind of face..!

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THUr.. sakura... sakura.... LOL....



eat eat eat.. LET'S EAT..! XD


OH no.. i'M so "white".. can fight wit L... wahahaha~.... XD

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TA DA...........!!


heavy heavy... OOps... hee.. XD


fri... after sch.. give Yin s a surprise... LOL... haPPy birthdae~... =)

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went k ge wit sec frenz... rene & wY... we are too siaoz already... haa... at there... juz feel like listening to song... yes.. high sOng... is much better... =)



3 of us !


rene ar rene.... * shake head *.. LOL... =p


lalalala~...


act nerd.... ooPS... =p


act innocent... zhen shou bu liaoz.... LOL... =p


act cute... OMG...! wahahaha~...... lalalala~.... =p
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saT... watch eragon at Ps... not bad e show... =)

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2dae.. happy happy went orchard wit my *bf... walk walk at far east... bought a top.. eat AJISEN... den abt 4pm.. *bf went work... den i go home.

waiting to watch Death note 2 . =)

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** weLL.. i dislike e sOurness of it... realli dun like.... realli realli.. **

** juz accept it den.. =( **

** kept quiet... silent pls.... dun wish to c that.. **

** no one noes... sHhhh.... **

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

weLL guys... i hoPE it will b better... if not....... i shall........................................................ erm.... ya....

waS quite moody tis few daes... toking in a negative tone... giving a sickening face.. oh god... seems like a fool... i'm frustrated easily... feel like throwing everyting to vent my anger... everything seems to go e opposite... okie.. cool dw....... yes.. i had cooled dw....... =)

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tat doesnt seems to be me... i'm cheerful yeah..?! sum pple told me tat my outlook is so cheerful.. & yet when talks like sound so miserable.... LOL.. okie... not showing to u guys.... dun realli noe mi well uh... haa...

sumtime thinking tat a "haa..".. a " LOL.." in msn.. in sms.. can cover everytin to show tat i'm okie... but den... it's my way of typing... i used to it already... u guys may feel weird when msn & msges din receive any "haa" or "LOL".. means i'm not okie... hmmz.. it depends... well... juz...... haha..... XD

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later going eat sakura..??! frenz treating nehz..... hee.... yeah~...! =p
den tml going k ge wit my frenz...... yeah~..!
cuz tml lesson oli 1hr... i dun wanna go hm after tat... since i'm already out.. den muz go gai gai awhile mah~.... geez.... =)
tis few daes will b out enjoying~.... ENJOY~.....

if not will b project....... PROJECT.......................................
zzZZ.....

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waiting for my *bf to b free nehz... work & work no off... LOL... den i'm there waiting & waiting..... i wanna watch MOVIE.... nite in museum.... eragon........... hoho.... XD

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*** smiLe~ & laUgh~.. ***

*** it will b better...! it muz.... ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

weLL pple~.... 1stly... i wanna say... can u all smokers stop smoking...??!! it's realli irritating... fed up... when breathe in e smoke man..!! i cant stand it.... will u pple tin for others...?? if u pple wanna shorten ur life... go ahead by all means... juz stay away from e other non-smokers.... mayb smokers~.. u pple can try taking drugs.. sniff glues... i tin all tis wun affect e others u c... no smokes will b produced u c... much more better isnt it...?? try to switch drugs, pple~......

i duno wat's so fun to smoke... it S*** lorz... is damn er xin.... ! ! maYb u pple can try suffocate ownself by locking ownself in room & smoke all e way... is better if call sumore smokers in too.. mayb u pple will noe how it feels, to breathe in those toxics... dun come out crying & yelling for oxygen pls... no use.... juz let it be... k...

zzZZ....

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secondly... i wanna sae... i gt my bio result... okie... tat's so disappointing man...!! nvm.... try harder nx time... not upset bout my result.. as i already forgt... i dun mind getting tis grade... cuz is oli few marks away from my target...

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thirdly.. my skin is so allergic .. so sensitive tat there's alw redness whenever i'm in air con room... i'm so *.... tat's realli irritates mi alot... wat's wrong..... wat's realli wrong... tell mi pple.... it's already there for so long.. since i enter poly... imagine how long already... wTH.... it's so so ........ aRgh........................... frustrated........... i had to walk with head dw... wat can i do..?? hopeless man...!

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& den.... my project.. OMG... GONE CASE.....................................
i juz duno wat i should do... nth & nth.... can we b more serious...????!! i mean... get started real fast & finis it early... i alw wanna to... but..... haiZ.... duno lah... i'm so fan.........................

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sOmething is bothering mi.... i duno wat is it... or there's too much tat i duno wat it is...??! keeping in heart wasnt realli a gd idea.... there's limit... it's full... til i cant stand it.. til i cant take it... & as times go by.... it accumulates up.... & den............ i'll juz let them all out.............


so 2dae.. i cant take it anymore...............


i cant control .....


so ......


tap is on........


i feel much better den......


i duno wat happened too....


it's juz ..... ....... u noe....

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FJ.. Yi S.... not wanna shock u pple juz now... not angry wit u pple.... i'm juz... duno wat's going on.......

mayb it's playing a fool wit mi.... it will b fine.... =)
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*** no mOre problems to mi pls........... ***

*** PLs............. ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

I want to be per-fect ....

in the sense that....

be "better" ....

i hate Jxxxxx ...

alright people ...



i mean myself ....


kill me please ....


it's getting worst ....

it was not what i want ....


aRgh ........


Shit is all i can describe bout * ....


that's so unfair to me ... i thought ....


something is really wrong ...


sometimes i just can't stand it ...!


Tsk tsK tsk.... zzZZ....



Why is it like this ... haiz ... sad case to me ...


i wonder what i can do to make it better ....




* A better me please .... *

* wonder & wonder non-stop .... *

* help~.. grant.. my wishes ... *

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

hmmZ... on fri... nth mucH... oli went for 1hr lesson.... plus morning project meeting... but den... we did nth man..! waste time.. -___-
Zsd..... uh......................



SwEEt & mi~.... =)

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Sat weNt kranji & toa Payoh wit rene... haa... actually sat din go out de... feel like dun wanna waste my sat juz lidat.. so ask rene out... bought a toP at kranji... better den rene.. cuz rene tried le quite a few.. end up din buy any... LOL....
hmmz... den... went toa paYoh.... & i foUnd tis sign..... LOL... to mi it says : borrowing toilet...
haa... !! tat's so.................. nonsense... LOL...




sUm pple may noe where i took de ba... haa..... XD

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2dae..... erm....... actually going k ge wit sUm pple~... but den end up sae go watch movie... & in e end.................................. ** BOOM... ** paO tang le.... haa... cuz last min sum PPLe~ cannot make it.... LOL... so i ask my other fren out... lUcky my fren is free... or else tat sUM pple~.... ** ehEm **... haa...... die die die ar.... LOL...
sO.. went marina sq wit my tis ah lian fren....


tooK e pic in e toilet.. haa~.... one heaven & one hell... so pple... noe who is e heaVEn rite....?? is mi...!! ooPS... haaaaa..... XD

e toilet is so hUge lorz... so much space... end up oli gt 3 "ROOM"... OMG... siaoz.... so i tell my fren tat e spaces outside is for pple to Q up de.... zzZZZ...... no wonder ladies r alw traffic jammed... long Q up to GENTs there.... LOL.... zSD.....

i Bought a GREEN toP.. haa... t-shirt... kinda lazy... so make it simple when go sch... juz grab a t-shirt den can go sch liaoz... haa...
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one more week to go b4 2weeks break... so fast i'm on holidae mood liaoz... tis 2 daes din touch any sch tin... juz went out & enjoy... stil gt project need do........ arw.................... =(


GONE CASE PPLE~............


Kinda no mooD when comes to studies....... SHit........ >.<


**** wat to dO..?? ****

**** sianz si le..... ****

**** yi tian guo yi tian.... .... wat am i doing... haiyoyo... ****

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

i was told that.. ..



wo shi ge XXXX XX de XXXX XX XXX...



LOL.... XD


oopS....


hao kai xin oh~... geez... =)



* definitely sweet... XD *

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Yester wEnt tad neo prints with my dar at bugIs~.... though sOme like faKE faKE... LOL... OOps... hee.. =)



gUEss wat..?! PURple of cuz... hee... XD



e HAnd so heaVy... haiYOz... LOL... no woNder i cant smile nice... wahahah~... ooPS... =p



LiKe tis photo.. cuZ nice sMile yeah~...?! =)



Tis was.... LOL... i din get ready for e shot ar..... haa....

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tIs morning... headache.... haiZ... too tired liaoz.... tsK x3... = l
no mooD at all.. i din listen to lecture... uh............. zSd.... when i'm headache... realli... no moOd to do anything ar.... but den hai hao la... it go away... den back agian at 6 plus... haiYoyoz... ZSd... =(

2moLo sch at 9am.. til 12pm oli... but den need stay back for project... haiz... sianz lehz... like din break lorz... juz after test den project... how to recover lidat.. uh................. SIANZ...... = l

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*** eaT more fruIts.... ***

*** slp weLL~... ***

*** duN sTUDY~~!! ***

*** tis are all i need... so tat can recover.. LOL... ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Yester morning my koR was back from amerICa... duno whether he will b back to america agian not.. haa.. he bought mi a jacket~... wat coLour izii....?! PINK~! haa... nvm... i like it... hee.... =D
he oso bOught long sleeve shirt for my 2 weIrd bro... haa...




maYb to him.. i'M alw like small gal lidat.. LOL... he alw buy clothes for mi so small.. i squeeze & squeeze.. so tight... LOL... tin he long time din c mi already ba.. nv noE i'M so taLL liaoz... wahahaha~~.... =D

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haiz... sad sia... tis morning... haiz... look at e mirror... almost fainted.... guess wat.....

FIVE PIMPLES LOOKING BACK AT MI.... OMG...!!! STIL ON E RIGHT SIDE OF MY FACE ONLY.... FAINT FAINT FAINT.......! >.<

mUZ b e tonic tat my mum made... BLACK CHICKEN SOUP... heaty mah... plus i alw late slp.. plus i'm studying for my test... LOL... din pOP out is fake de ( mei you PIMPLE cai guai~.. )... wahahaha~...

nvM~... wo ren............ pray pray it go away fast fast.... if not i duno wan hide where liaoz... LOL.... will b like worms digging e ground hiding liaoz.... LOL.... ARW.......................


if not... i'm going sLice out my face liaoz... haa.....

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*** go awaY !! ***

*** arw......... tsk tsk.. zSD.. ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

noW in school.. haa.. bio laB.. so sianz.. 2dae sch at 2pm to 3pm oli... so come in bio lab to learn something... LOL... so hardworking rite~... geez.. i tin sure cant finis covering e topics lorz.. i stil gt life science haven study... jiaLat... i oli can focus 1 tin at a time lehz... jialAt.... =(

help~.... LOL... feeling.. feeling~... muz concentrate.... uh................

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Arw...... i was being teased by my frenz juz now in tut.. especially Zs... LOL... sae til i blushing lidat.. haa.. got prob.. where gt face red...?! is cuz of my condition of my face mah~.. haa.... u all den is lorz... tad out mirror n have a look mah... red like tomato + apple liaoz.. still sae mi... LOL... Shhh............ all r nonsense oli.... wahahaha... XD

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waTChed happy feet yester... was a cute show... i like e baby penguins... SO CUTE~! lolx.... like clumsy clumsy de.... going watch death note 2... geez.... wit my *bf... haa... recently like no nice show lehz.... tis weekend will b staying at home eat books.. nx weekend den go out.. hee... XD
stil gt few shows haven out yet.. i wanna watch... whahaha~... =p

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Christmas coming... pple~.. celebrating..?? or stay at home eat bookS...?? LOL... how's e plan lehz... geez... going be Ms. Santa C..??

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*** they sae e who is shuai... sure not... LOL... ***

*** jia you~.. goOD luck to mi yeah..?! ***

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;