Oh.. i miss his hairstyle. lol..

e time when he dun allow anyone to touch his hair !

he will spent hrs styling his hair & late for dates becuz of bad hair day !

HAHA ! so ai mei lo!! zhen shi de !

taken 2 yrs ago ? forgtten..

how times flies..... wooooooooo...

Cute rite. haha.. =D
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hmmmm..
i tink i shld love myself more.

let mi hav sum self pic. HAHA.

git mi sum confident.. (sudden drop of confidence recently..)

i did try to smile at myself while facing e mirror b4 i go out everyday.

lol. it did work to bright up my day from e start..

provided tat i hav good hair day. nice eyeliners applied.

if not i look so sleepy. zZ..

seriously i tin i shld doll up myself often.. (i'm lazy btw. haha! )

mayb i 'm pretty (though i hate my nose). juz tat i'm lazy to doll up & make up ?! lol.

ok. consoled myself.

there's no ugly woman.. only lazy woman like mi. haha.

my luggage is behind. hee.

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I went to national skin centre tis morning. AGAIN.

Appointment at 9am. i reached at 0908am.

seen doc at 915am.

doc: hello !

mi: hello !

doc: how r u?

mi: BAD !

doc: u haven been coming back for follow up rite?

mi: ....... hmmm.. (attachm where gt time?! )

doc: ok. u need to come back for follow up ok.. if not it would't heal fast.

mi: ok... ..

doc: I'll git u antibiotics for 3 mths.

mi: HUH! antibiotics AGAIN? previously taken.. no effect.. i dun wan.

doc: is it? is effective taking doxyc previously rite?

mi: NO.

doc: we will try another type of antibiotics ok.

mi: HUH? a stronger one ?! i dun wan.

doc: ok... den i shall git u a better cream to apply n a cleanser.. we shall see how. review in 2 mths time. ok ?

doc: Will git u e cleanser n try to sterilize ur face..

mi: ok.. can i use toner?

doc: no.. dun hav to..

mi: can i tad other supplements to replaced antibioticS? Like fish oil ?

doc: it's a waste of time. It cant heal.

mi: huh.. ok..

doc: other methods will be like hormonal therapy..

mi: huh.. dun wan.

ok.. so tis conversation cost mi $55.00 ! senior consultant. zZ.

plus e cleanser N cream to applied.. cost mi $50.00 !

Total of $100+ !

u can see.. how serious my hormones are causing mi.. sianz rite.

How i wish tis is e last appointm.. tsk tsk..
how long more to go ?? arww..

mayb all i need is patience? hmmm....

i envy sum of them.. lol. baby skin !! tsk.

ok. i kept reminding myself.. I'm stil having puberty. so hormonal imbalanced !!!

lol. most of them said puberty is over already.. i dun tin so !!

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3 more days to 21st. hee. i'll miss him la.. =x

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[[ SLP !! panda again.. ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

I'm so envy her.. lol.

i told mummy my fren had changed so much !!

quite pretty ..

mayb cuz of her features..

i told mummy my features sux lo. so ugly.

she sae.. where gt not nice.

( i supposed she wan to console mi. lol.)

i said i dun like my nose.. zZ.. not sharp at all lo !

round like clown !! hmmp!

i wanna go do a nose job. LOL !

mummy sae i 'm tall enough can be a model..

but i said i'm not slim enough !!!! sianz lo..

tall you pi yong ar?! zsd.

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ggrr. when will it be my turn to be one ?! =(

*make a wish

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Going for movie later.

Din plan to watch it at all. HAHA.

but siong force mi to !! oops.

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[ boring mon. ]

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Tis make mi LOL like hell !!!

see tis link... TOUCH MY BODY KARAOKE..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Taken b4 dear book in juz now.. =)

wun b able to see him for 3 weeks. =(

omg. nerd. HAHA. oops !

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ah HAH !

Yester celeb V day wit dear at SCI centre ! lol.

it's quite crowded ok.

there are couples who go there & educate themselves too. HAHA.

so we are not e only one there. =D

we took sum photos there..

normal table w/o human head.

dear realli gt no body. lol.

there's 2 mirror below there. tat's y.

i tad is nicer ok.

i duno y he wanna slp while snaping ! zZ.

oops. he's sexier ~. wheee~ whee.! lol.

he & e chimpan. 95 % wor ! OMG!

make up of small pieces.

solo.

The eggs !

i wan to eat e protein ! HAHAHAHA!

CUTE RITE ! differ races. HAHAH.

turn 180 degrees.

turn to make him surprise !

haha.

tat's all i tad. HAHA!

after tat.. went clarke to hav dinner..

initially wanna hav early dinner at 5+pm.

so tat wun b crowded...

but den... time managem.... not realli gd.

we reach clarke at 6+pm lo !! zsd.

crowded like HELL !! =(
so i told dear nt to eat so full...

i wanna brim him to SUMWHERE.

hahahaah! he gt no idea at all - where.?

so he keep on guessing lo.

end up we went burger king to hav dinner lo.

den ... i told him.. if u wanna noe where...

juz open e envelope.

so.....

there's 2 envelopes for him.

1 contain dark choco. 1 big pcs.

another contain all e 9 vouchers i made for him. heeee.

b4 tat he guess this places & activities..

" cafe ar?" " spa? " " yoga? " " massage? " "movie?"

LOL ! so funny. i keep saying duno. if u tin is mean yes lo.

initially he realli tot is yoga.. HAHAHAHAH!

cuz i told him cannot eat too full...

i like to see him guessing like 1 idiot. OOPs. haha...! =p

so in e end..... is v obvious already.. from e voucher i made. haa !

we went for our full body massage at 750pm.

At clarke level 3 agean spa..

we gt free photo snap. - will mail to us.

i'll post when i received it. =)

hmm. she said we look alike... hmmmm..

(ya. den dear insist tt i look like him. so lame lo ! lol )

served wit a small slice of V cake + a small pc of choco + tea while waiting.

not bad la..

i tin i had balinese massage. dear had a blend of swedish & balinese massage.

using lavender oil.. for 60min. in a small couple room. so relaxing..

hhaaaa.. =) after massage, ginger tea is served.

after tat.. we go for a walk at clarke area..

everywhere is a pair. LOL.

& we saw his buddy there. wit his gf too..

den train home. he sent mi home. & cab home himself.

reach home at 12am !

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he said one of e best V gift..

haha ! i hope so too. mine is oso one of e best. (my pink camera) LOL.

Love.. baby. muack !

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

hmmmm..

sat programme.. i planned already.

hahahaha !

Hope wun be tat crowded. ah bo oso sianz lo..

I'm slacking at home recently...

though a bit sianz. but stress free. tat's nice !

heeee..

den i can recover faster. mood will be better..

i muz jy liao ! =D

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tis week my dear is so tired.

lol. slpt at 1am+ n wake at 5am.

hahahah !

seldom gt sms from him !

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i cant wait for nx sat. heeeee ! excited ! =D hoo hoo !

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[[ JY ! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

2dae went to dear's hse for lunch & dinner.

i alw eat til damn full when i'm at his hse.

HAHA !

thk to his parents . Giving mi such a BIG SHARE !

More den enough.. hmm..

if everyday lidat.. i sure get fat lo ! HAHA.

my target wt ... reaching sooonnnn.. few more KG to go..

hmm.. no wonder dear's getting fatter & fatter.. lol. ooops!

KING KONG !!

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Dinner - steamboat with his family..

FULL.........!

after dinner dear gt to book in le..

so we tad bus to yis. den went popular. den cab to my hse den to his camp.

i can see dear's stress. lol.

so i blue tooth him my pic - wit e brightest smile of all.

HAHAHAHAH!

of cuz he show mi e PUKE FACE. idiot him !

watever. i stil send him. ask him to tad a look if he's stress. HAHA.

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PLanning....

decision making..

evaluation...

lol.

MANAGEMENT ! oh man..

tat topic of my last sem's lect. eeeek !

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[[ loved ! ]]

[[ i feel so carefree really.. ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

Met my dear at chinatown tis noon..

2dae is "free & easy tour for us - patoring (no plan) "

hav lunch.. followed by dessert..

From far dear sae tis is vegetable dessert.!

LAME lo ! i knew is icy green tea + red bean !

how can it be green vege rite not. LOL.

5bucks for one.

cant finish e whole tin..

too cold. * cough *

After tat went to pple's park..

we went for Dr fish treatment.

LOL!
so scary at 1st.. i hav phobia of all type of animals .etc. zZ !

10min - 5 bucks

30min - 13 bucks.

CHEAPEST tat i had come across ?! duno.

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dear go for 30min.

while i oli wan 10 min.

HAHA ! cuz i'm so afraid of e fish !

but i stil wanna try to experience it myself

rather den sitting there watching dear being eaten.

HAHAHA!

my feets haven even touch e water..

all e fish already dw there waiting.. in one school. wah lao..

all like wanting to "CLIMB OUT SOON"! hhaha!

like hungry "human eater - fishes"!

when i fiinalllyyyyy.. dip my feets in... e feeling is so....

eeeek !! like being eaten up ! though is not painful..

but is veri ticklish !!! i kept LOLLL like idiot.

my whole body is so tensed up lo. & i sweat. haha. cuz i 'm scared !

i dun dare to look dw to my feets..

kept looking else where... i felt as if worms were dw there digging in my feets. HAHA.

& stupid dear accidentally touch my feets & i SHOUT !

hahahah ! i tot e fish so hiong ! lol. scared mi !

there r small ones & e big ones (fishes)..

i oli tried e small one.. e big one look so fierce.. ahaaa!

i cant imagine my feets being eaten by e big ones.

tis is mine.. eeeek ! hahah.


opposite mi - dear's.

it oso include for e hands !! i din try la.. haha.

see.. how delicious his hands are ! HAHA!

oh... tis are e bigger version. HAHA!

monster's legs.

like small luo han yu..

dear go for e small one for 15min. den go for big one for anther 15min..

after tat his hands are smooth wor. LOL. lame.

" i dun tin so ar.. haha. psycho prob. "

but e per sae if go for big ones for 30min. we can see e differ.. hmm..

nice one. hee. =D

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yeah !! finally i owned my own camera !!

hooRAY !!! tat's my V present from dear..

my 1st camera at age 19. HAHA. kns rite !

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I love him la !! xD

ps: he said no need to thk him.. lol !

in pink. 8 mega pixel. yeah. I'm bringing it to tw ! hee.

Happy day !!! =D

but.. it;s my turn to plannnn.... arw.. haa.

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[[ i cant wait !! ]]

[ hoo ! hoo ! ]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;

yEah !

Finally e flight is confirmed.

21st feb - 2nd march 09.

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21st feb - 8.05am flight to tw

2nd march - 3pm flight back sg

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Only 10 pax for e tour. LOL !

6 members are one big family.

4 members - We e missy ! lol.

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ok. let mi snap one photo of myself.

i gt e mood ! hahahah!

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I'm crazy on wed.

i actually brim tis out to town..

i forgt to keep at home.
should b thur paying e balance. lol.
make mi feel so stress whenever i open my wallet to pay my stuff.
but now i'm broke once again. haha.
we cleared e balance liao la !
ps: Juan & yi shing siao already. taking photos wit my 1k note while waiting to pay.
HAHAHAHA ! u can see how poor we are. lol.
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Last day of school.
grabbed from rafta. haha.
i like my mentor. she's damn nice ! =D

tis is my grp ! coming 3 yrs anniversary. lol.

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Tis is my PRCP frenz !

not all are in i guessed.

faizah. sila. jessica. xin yi. maysi. mi.

alice. seri. nadiah.

so fast.. 3 mths !!!!! lol.

now i'm at home shaking legs ! OH MAN...

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[[ carefree ! ]]

 - You are like milk and im the coffee..-
You make me sweet~. ;