GGgrrrr..
sumtimes i felt irritated whenever i tok to my elder bro.
hey, wat's wrong wit us?
used to hav such a gd relationship when we r yang..
he dote mi.
tad care of mi.
play together.
teach mi sumthing fun & dangerous stuff. ( *laugh)
but not now..
u noe y..?
i hav no idea too.
i hav been gd & nice to him for e past 11yrs!
n guess wat..
when he was in sec 1..
everything changed !!
his attitude..
his character..
his temper..
OMG.
horrendous.
yuck !
zZ..
& tat's when our relationship got drift apart..
further & further..
i duno is it cuz of his hormonal change during puberty..
having those "HOT" hormones..
tat makes him HOT- TEMPERED..
sucky attitude or wat..
or is it cuz of bad companies he hav during those donkey years back..
til now..
he's juz like a stranger to mi..
no longer a "BROTHER" to mi..
as in..
we oli tok for few sentences a week.
It's either involving in argument or answering Q of YES or NO..
Do we realli hav to end up like tis?
Y cant we like others..
sis & bro..
they care so much for each other..
for e past 6yrs..
i realli dun understand him.
n so does he. dun understand mi too.
For tat 6 yrs we had been cold to each others..
quarrelling.. shouting at each others..
all e vulgarities coming out from his mouth..
sumtimes i juz ignored him..
wat kind of bro is tis?
he dun even treat mi as his SIS..
WTH !
so..
i'm used to it anyway.
he go his way. i go my way.
how hav him been doing..
all i can sae is ..
I DUN NOE.
sum pple happen to ask mi..
ur bro in army, which cadet, which course..
i dun realli noe..
Blurry image i gt..
i'll juz sae "I THINK IS ..." agar agar is tis la..
.
U pple may tin tat i'm to be blamed too..
cuz i din tad e initiative to tok to him all tis..
zZ..
it's too late..
even my parents had given up hope on him..
who am i to tok to him..
do u tin he will listen ?
NO WAY MAN!
he will sae NONE OF UR BUSINESS..
WHO R U TO TOK TO MI?!
n plus bonus of all e @#$%^ throwing out from his mouth.
SO...
forever.. it'll be like tis..
unless he changed.
my attitude hav changed towards him..
e way i speak to him..
is no longer nice & gentle like a SIS..
NO MORE.
it's oli neg tone.
ALL THK TO HIM..
making mi to hav tis "habit"..
i dun git a damn.
it's all too late.
I admit tat i'm selfish towards him.
to borrow tins from mi?
NO !
( anyway sumtime he oso wun care la. zZ )
borrow $ from mi?
A DEFINITE NO!
(I'm broke oso la~.)
i juz cant get along well wit him..!
& i HATE toking to him..
cuz war will start anytime..
so.......
KEEP QUIET is wat i tin , e BEST WAY .
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i hope MIRACLE will happen.
makes him WAKE UP~!
HELLO~.~..~. !
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we shall see..
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i'm juz so tired todae.
i oli slept for 4+hr !
zZ...
i dun wan to tin so much..
but tins juz happened like tis..
ARWWWW!
STOP IT LA!
i juz wan to be happy.
tis is all i wan.
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[[ If u realli noe mi. ]]
